H.O.P.E

Preface

When I was sent here, I fell from the heavens. I remember my father telling me I’m here to be the change in the world not do for the world. I'm here to bring hope, love, joy, peace, clarity into the world regardless of how it may seem. When you look at me do you see me or do you see you? A mere reflection of all the things you’ve been running from. Yet you judge me based off what you see, not what you know and feel inside. Why has society conditioned you so?

I came from heaven and when I fell, I saw my heavenly features be stripped from me, mentally feeling my memories turn into past memories from other lifetimes. Watching my wings being ripped from inside me, my hair falling off, my heavenly body shrink to ant. Seeing all past versions of myself that was sent here before to do the same thing as BEFORE fail over and over again. Letting their love get squeezed so small that they became nothing but a lost soul wandering the universal realms. What am I doing here again? Doing what my past version of myself wouldn’t do, couldn’t do, I’m here to do what my ancestors couldn’t finish what my family chooses to run from. I do this for me and future generations to come. The most painful part of being stripped of my power, was knowing who I was, while everyone thought I was just crazy living in a world full of illusions. When will they learn we are not of this world, we are not here and we are not there and we are in the middle. We are limbo, some will choose to stay and play the karmic games and others will choose to fight no matter what is thrown their way.

I remember the day like it was yesterday, it was a beautiful rising, Ra had the sun do the most beautiful rises I have ever seen. It had cues of purple, pink, orange and yellow. The birds were singing. My room was one of a kind, unique to me. I was known for many talents where I came from, I am a healer, clairvoyant being, every thing I do is out of Love when I feel crossed, any shape or how, our creator sees it & karma comes. I am a being, who teaches people to wake up to their true purpose. Their true potential, what they are, who they are in our world. My room is iridescent the energy and light that comes off is powerful one that not many can touch. When I was stripped, I was put into a family full of hurt, pain, trauma, cycles that needed to be broken for lifetimes. I was child who talked to the animals, the sky, talked to beings, you couldn’t not see physically yet spiritually you knew you weren’t alone. As a child I never understood everyone, including the family I was put with. I started to forget who I was, I was running from my father, the very same one who sent me, Yet everyday the sun rose and I knew he was there and so were my ancestors and siblings in the air, birds and butterflies in the sky. I didn’t understand it completely, here I am at 23 and I understand the power that was dangled before me. Why I was stripped of my spiritual body and put into a physical body, why I was able to forget some of my memories but remember the spirit that was flowing through me.

Yet humans have free will and sometimes that’s their downfall, they choose chaos cause toxicity is better then purging sick ways. I’ve come across many beings on this planet. I’ve seen dark entities attached to some & light and dark entities fighting for others soul. The beginning of my downfall was when I was running as a child, I was 8 trying to escape this sick reality you called earth. Everyday was an argument and a fake smile to the world, I started to dislike who I was and became a bully to my peers. The very same ones I call friends. I wasn’t a perfect angel they sent down. I had my low points, I know I will answer for my pain I caused. In those moments I realized I have a choice do I continue this horrendous path and work for the evil forces that lie to humanity and manipulate humans into getting their way or am I going to WAKE UP SPEAK UP for the trauma, pain and trials I have gone through? Life had a funny way of teaching infinite possibilities and not every single one was bad it was quite ideal in a sense. You choose the path you want. You put out good energy and speak joy, love and peace onto others, believe karma will bless you. When you constantly have doubt, negativity, fear in you, 24/7 you're in a constant cycle of seeking an emotion called happiness when spiritually you want joy, you want to be the joy and change you see in the world, you want to be the change. Yet some still fall to the opinions of others and live a life that isn’t their own and some choose a life to be like others rather than continuing the path God, Holy Spirit has for you. The simple question I ask is do you know who you are? Do you know truly how you were sent, why you were sent? Not due to the fact that life is set up for greatness for you but its set up to help be a miracle in others life. Yet your bias ego tells you everything is about you. Don’t make me laugh you silly human.

You do and do yet can’t see you should be! Live a life of being there, flowing with the winds, the waters, space and time. Stepping outside your small minds and seeing life from not just your view point but from infinite timelines. Everyone we meet is someone we’ve met before, it may not be here and it may not be there yet right here I feel as if I knew YOU the reader would be sitting here with my book in your hand trying to discover the mystery of who we are and why we came. Scary, how you can feel so alone, yet you feel me right beside you. You know life will get easier, they may hit you, kick you and talk down on you, One thing about you, is YOU took your time to be here, be here with me. You chose the path of knowing, seeking truth and wisdom from the most obscene places, yet your spirit is still sitting here. As we embark on this adventure, what I tell you I went through, who I am and where I come from is something you will already know. My energy alone speaks for itself. I'm here to teach you and not all lessons may seem as if it goes with you, it’s the factor of learning and being a teacher to others like I am to you. My goal isn’t to gate-keep the truth just to shine light on what you’ve been blocked from seeing. Your government, your food, your church, school, mental and family dynamics are all topics no one likes to touch… Sorry to inform you I will touch on these subjects and give you a deeper understanding to everything. Each day we will take it one step at a time.

Gaia

You call this place Earth, We know it as Gaia, a gateway for multidimensional beings to be. When we first made contact with Gaia we made sure that our spiritual being had to be placed in physical form before entering, as a collective we said we will meet again. We were the first to enter, we came in the form of babies. We reincarnated ourselves into babies so when we come down we can spread the message from young. When it came down to it, some of us got lost to the karmic families and friends. They are stuck in constant cycles until they can remember why they were put here. It took over 300 years in order to get it right. This time Ra is not playing around, He sits on the sun with my mom on the moon both guarding and guiding me through the risings and nights. Ra goes by many names, you know Him as YAHWEH and I see him in the Sun, Moon & stars, He shines in places you would say are absurd to have such beauty. Your ocean and space are one and the same, He made it that way solely for you to understand life is every where. How do you know that in the sky, life isn’t there? Beings living in the cloud, living in space. Just like the deepest of waters, there are beings there living and being as one. Your world constantly lives around control, chaos and madness, they lack the joy and beauty that is amongst them. When the earth had its big resets, they were of water or brimstone and fire, what they are natural disasters in most cases are in fact are not, they love the fear they can implement on humanity by pulling on your heart strings and energy by simply using your most empathic emotion to change into rage, anger, envy and jealously. I will admit if we simply didn’t have negativity there wouldn’t be a balance, it would be a world full of positivity and lack. What do I mean by positivity and lack, without the chaos and madness going on, humanity would not have the strength and willpower to pull through and pray to God in these most dire times. Your dreams are messages the ones that stick to you, causes your heart to wrench or you simply just remember, it may not be now but it is to come. I will not put a time on when Yahweh will do what He promises, it is when we completely turn over to Him that we realize in this moment, there is more to life then what meets the eye, from physical to spiritual, your emotional and soul will be enhanced, what you once knew will no longer have any attachment to you. You will fall sometimes and go back to old habits and then sometimes beat yourself about it, acknowledge that feeling and ask God to take it. Let Them help you become better in all that you are and do.