Desire for happiness

A pleasant bell sounded across the campus sky, relieving the heavy atmosphere in the classroom. As soon as the teacher left, Little Y came to my desk and said excitedly, "Little Z, you've improved so much in this exam! In the past, you didn't like studying, how come you worked so hard and did so well in the exam now?"

When I heard this, the joy that was on my face instantly disappeared and was replaced by sadness. I bowed my head and did not say anything, my thoughts have long drifted to the ninth cloud ......

The time goes back to an autumn, it was still a windy, grassy night, the living room, Dad and Mom were arguing. I vaguely heard: Dad sternly shouted: "Look at your spoiled 'good boy', all day long, do not learn properly, only know how to play, it is you, you only know spoil her ......" Mom said defiantly The mother said defiantly: "What about you? What have you managed to do with the child? For so many years ...... "Although, such things have become a routine, no matter how fierce the quarrel, I will be indifferent, I thought, because I have long been numb, tonight is no exception, but I was wrong. "Let's get a divorce ......" a sentence, a thunderclap made me startled. Inside the room, I was like an abandoned kitten, cowering in the corner, my eyes filled with tears, and all that remained was the buzzing in my ears ......

I flew out of the house, walking aimlessly on the street, the sky was clear but not my current mood, the sound of hawking, the sound of bargaining, sound into the ears, I bit my lower lip holding tears, a sudden burst of soreness rushed to my heart, I squatted down and hugged myself, let the tears spill, "Z, why are you here?" A strange and familiar voice called me, I looked up, only to see the class teacher standing in front of me,: "Old ...... teacher" I choked, "What happened to the child?" I don't know why, a sense of trust was born, I told her the whole story without reservation, after a long time, the teacher quietly said: "child, remember, not tears can restore the lost things. We can't give up, but use a hundred times as much effort to get back what you want ......" The teacher's words were like a powerful needle, making my sad heart rise up with a fervent hope, I made up my mind: I want to study hard, for the sake of my civilized and harmonious home, for the sake of simple happiness.

I still remember that time of struggle, whether in class or out of class, I was buried in a boundless sea of problems, as soon as I had time to ask around for ways to study, whenever I could not hold out, that belief in my heart supported me, so that I could not give up ......

When I think of so, I can't help but smile, because, I can't help but feel that happiness beckons me. "Hey, little Z, you still haven't told me the reason?" I met Little Y's urgent gaze and slowly said, "You didn't do too badly on the test this time! You're still ahead of me." Little Y blushed and said worriedly, "You're so diligent now, maybe one day you'll overtake me!" I looked at Y and said, "How come? You have such a harmonious and civilized family, your parents will always solve your problems and communicate with you ......" said here, my eyes unconsciously dimmed, I admit that I envy Xiao Y has a civilized and harmonious family, and even a little jealous, while what I have is ......

In a flash, the afterglow of the sunset has sprinkled the entire sky, covered with a charming color. I am full of joy to go home, the road flowers smile at me, the grass nodded to me, I longed to go home a happy scene is about to unfold in front of the eyes.

I was so happy to get home that the night was already over, and the roar in my ears made me stop my hand from knocking on the door, and my parents were having a war of words. I opened the door as if nothing had happened and said, "Dad, Mom, I got into the top 5 ......", and the room was suddenly surprisingly quiet.

Unexpectedly, my father's eyes suddenly radiated astonishment, my mother's eyes at the moment like a curtain of waterfall pouring down, she hugged me, mother and daughter are like two tearful ......

After a long time, the father came over, touched my head, whispered: "child, I'm sorry, we only care about their own vent, ignoring your feelings ...... let you psychologically suffer a lot of ...... we neglected our duty. " "Dad--" I jumped into my dad's arms, tears running freely on my face ......

I vaguely feel something in the distance faintly smiling at me, that is the happiness I have longed for! That is the harmony that I envy so much!

We can not give up, to use a hundred times the effort, in return for what you want to get ...... At this moment, my ears echoed the teacher's phrase ton, a force is surging into the chest, I opened my arms to embrace a better tomorrow.

Because I long for happiness.