2 Years of Just Crushing a Girl And ? part-1

So, it all begins in the january of 2020. I met a girl at party, Really cute one, Georgeous Makeup and With Cute smile. So, like normal other person, it was also same for meh. When ever i see her i just get freeze at that damn right moment. Was'nt able to figure it out that how to start a coverstaion with her. It took me like a month to fill myself with enough courage to start a coverstion. At the begning I rember every thing was Going preety well. Think that i made it. We Started texting each other.For me when she use to text me it was heaven for me.

And whether your relationship is awful, good, or great

We don't like endings

We don't like to lose things

And especially, we don't like to lose things that are important to us

And make no mistake

Relationships are the single most important thing to you and your life

It's the source of all of your best memories

It's the source of all of your worst memories

When you think back on your life

And you're 95, a hundred years old

And you look back over the course of your lifetime

You're not gonna think

I wish I owned a better phone

I wish I spent more time on the internet

I wish I spent more time at work or sleeping

It's not gonna be any of those kinds of things

It's gonna be I wish I spent more time with the people I love.

And same was with me. Love makes a person Blind, That's the best part i love about relations. Its better than dr'gs. so continuing to my story. Every thing was going well, Now we were Friends For more than a month. and that made my feeling for her more stronger. Thinking it was the time to tell what i feel for her. Was exicicted, but i forgot this is real world and not a Netflix series where i will love a girl for 6 motnhs straight and when i go tell her she might say, that she also likes meh. ugh i wishi it was. So, being after some brain storming and some of my friends suggestion, i have to make a plan, a. plan that should be 100% realistic. it was difficult as i was just 16 at that time and being rejected by the first girl i ever love would destroy me and my confidence. As i was worried for her i was also worried for my-self.

So i made a plan. I just kept it simple as more simple plan would be easy to execute. what was plan was? Okay, it was like all i have to do is first slide into her friends or best friends DM's, have a chat with them for a week thinking it natural. once things seems to be normal i will start talking about her friends(about the girl i loved) by doing that i would be able to know about here. I was going good with my plan but she left.