1,000 Reasons To Never Care (Series 2)

I would like to start this moment off with positive words about Paige but not even the man upstairs could side with me on that one. What I just seen may need some time to adjust to or a couple of years. The inner voice inside of me was telling me to not get involved but this had something to do with August or who he was dealing with.

As much as I would like to say that what I just saw was beyond amazing, it didn´t even hit that column. In fact it would ruin August´s reputation in playing quarterback for homecoming. This is the time where I really wished I was not between my inner thoughts and my self conscious.

The angelic side of me told myself to do whats right and keep my mouth shut for August´s sake but this one evil revengeful side of me told me to give Paige what she deserved. For once vengence didn´t seem as bad as i thought it had sound.

¨EARTH TO EVER! damn girl you had us shouting your name out like two lunatics¨ said Eylia for some reason my mind was just wondering off like I didn´t care what I was surrounded by.

¨So what do you want to do¨ said Eylia

¨I thought about it and it will make me a horrible person if I just blurt everything out August is---

¨Oh hear we go good old Ever can never stop thinking about the wrong August left you for Paige and yet you still have a heart¨ Eylia continued.

¨He hurt you but yet you still except the hurt and replace it with whats good for him instead of you, what is wrong with you¨.

¨Well I don´t know Eylia, maybe because for once in my life the more I decide to not care the more I feel like good is what makes me care, August may have done wrong but I will not seek revenge to ruin something that can cause him his career because I know he wouldn´t do that to me¨.

¨I don´t sit around judging you for the things you do so why do me I stand by your side almost all the time the least you can do is stand my side during this decision¨.

All I wanted was sign just something that tells me I´m doing good. I hate that I still love August but I do love that I know our connection never faded. I just wish Eylia would understand that August was something good that happen to me and no matter what he did will not change his true personality to me.

Rule #2 Its okay to loose hope in Winning

For once in my life I decided to seek good to the wrong and my decision was to not tell August about Paige I´d have to let the secret go out on its own. In 2 more years I´d learn that one day life isn´t all about revenge but its about the sudden sacrifices that makes your life a slight bit easier. Still need to learn that my inner self isn´t always right as well.

My version of revenge would have been cruel if I didn´t exactly think things through, I was thinking telling the whole entire school that Paige´s mother paid for her to get into the school because paige had a below average IQ. Apparently you can hear so much by volunteering as office aide. Though I chose a route of avoiding attention and detention, it gets boring after 15 slips plus I think the next time I get a call home dad will have a heart attack.

Today I got an A+ on my history paper, Its really hard to understand me since I´m the schools troublemaker plus top honor roll. Dad´s been wanting me to go to Stanford but I´m thinking of pursuing trade school and starting a photography company.

¨Your in my way Pastry¨ said a snobby voice, I knew exactly who it was but apparently I couldn´t bare the stomach to turn around.

¨Do you not hear me dork, your gross backpack is in front of my locker¨

TURN AROUND EVER!

¨Well I´m sorry that you think the world revolves around you¨ I clapped back

¨Well since I´m the captain of cheerleading, PTA aide and plus my mother is assistant principal I pretty much is big around here so why don´y you scram that´s what all rodents do right¨

I had enough of Paige´s snobby ways and it was time to stand up for myself instead of letting a plastic boob job barbie taunt me.

¨You know what Paige, you can say whatever you like about me but that won´t change how fake of a person you are, both your face and upper body can say it all do to the cheap silicone you placed in your self tanning body not even barbie can compete¨

¨And you know what you might be cheerleader and your mom might be assistant principle but I find it totally sad that you need daddy´s money, the truth is your brain is filled with glitter and stupidity. I might not be popular but I rather live like the true person I am except for a botched up bratz doll that takes drugs whenever she´s going through an anxiety attack before her performances¨.

¨You can think again for coming for me but as much as I hate you I keep all of your common secrets I could just use them against you so mess with me again and I´ll f*** you over¨.

¨Why don´t you just focus on staying out of detention and making your dad a tinder account so he can find you a mommy so you can stop claiming the one that´s 6 feet under¨.

¨You dirty B***!!!!!!

*SLAP*

(Hey!!! Hey!!!)

¨In my office NOW!!!!!

Paisley you are in big trouble

TO BE CONTINUED....