Surviving Winter ❄️

I’d survived the coldest winter ever. I don’t think anybody is ready to hear my story yet, but here goes. I Ann Rice was have hostile problems with my mom when she screamed me out of the house and said don’t come back then! Initially I’d felt free from her babying me, at the same time I’d felt like I was enraged with anger regarding me needing a break! It’s the middle of winter and I found out how quickly people desert you and isolate you, to leave you hanging. I’d felt very hurt and I don’t justify her answer. Now that I see the pain and heartache I put her through I don’t question anything else. I also felt like I needed to do independent stuff. Becoming more responsible I was on my own trying to find shelter. Initially I knew I was in for hard ride! So I took a deep breath and put my hood on and prayed that someone was kind and caring enough to let me in their home. As times were tough I don’t think anyone was willing to be so kind because of safety precautions. Nowadays you don’t let anyone in because you do know what their intentions may be. And plus I shall always remember I’m a complete stranger to them I tried the first house on the end! I rang the door bell 🔔 . Who is this? Me outta ignorance said i need help! The lady at the door said this isn’t your neighborhood go back home and slammed the door! After shutting the door hearing her voice through the door still said aloud, “I’m calling the police!” For one thing i was in need. For another I was not trying to add to anymore of my problems problems. It was a very snowy day that had progressed from a dark snowy night. Day two out on my own having been intimidated by go to jail I ran for miles to I believe was the next town. And on the way there I’d hid out because I’d dodged the police who the lady who had sent them to me. They were looking didn’t know it was me and drove right past me. I was making a break onto the train to the next and nearest town to find shelter for rest 🚿 and some food 🍱 to eat, and caring things too! I ended up at the police station and Thank God they provided me with a home in a facility/ shelter that young adults just like myself lived in. It was supported by those presently living in the Community! So I was given a Choice if I want to stay or find some other place like an orphan on my own? So I chose to stay. I d felt like it was the best option for me to prove to my mother in all actuality what I look like being responsible for me and just being responsible in general. All because it was well known for a far long time that laziness is my name and I’m not being effective enough. So staying in this care facility will help me learn to take care of myself personally and spiritually. I truly believe if you gave a downed about yourself you will be looked upon as being down through other peoples eyes. I met a lady named Margaret at the front desk at the youth facility: and she asked me how long I plan on staying there at the facility. I said 5 good years so I get it. She said about a year maybe but 5 years that’s wayyyyy to long. I knew what I was in for! And I couldn’t help but hunger for learning how to care for myself, because I look around and see as people age what is possible to do is a burden to all of us. So I cleaned up my lunch 🥙 off the table and went to my room to rake my shower,when I hear my name get called across the room it was the head specialist for the facility!!!!! She wanted to pull me aside and personally let me know that she understands my hardships with my everyday living, and she knows I’m trying really hard here and that I want to make it in life. She said I could stay responsibly for a year and then move back in with my parents if I want yo do that. Nearly a year had passed and me Ann Rice had tackled any problems personal problems and hardships that she’d right away recognized it was all in her mind and head and that seeking help is okay and being help isn’t odd. Ultimately Ann Rice made a vow to herself to always be consistent with caring for herself because she’d just survived what was the coldest time in her life! It was surviving the coldest winter ever alone.

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The next year Ann was already to come home and tried to keep herself up. From then on outcared the young Adults & Care facility .Once Ann got home she apologized to her mother and told her mom I’m ado better I’m a practice taking consistent care for myself, and I don’t want to spend anymore of my precious winters 🥶 alone.

That’s when I look at the door I see comforts of my own home and freedoms of my own fun.

The end.