Let mom live a good life forever

　　 Mom, you are there ...... why you quietly left me ah! Mom, do you know how much I miss you ...... Whenever it's late at night, I weep. I know how deeply my mother loved us, she was reluctant to leave us! Although she is speechless, her eyes full of tears, tell me how much she is clinging to us ah ......

　　 I hate the sky, I hate the earth, they silently took mom away ...... mom, you are there, I call you, do you hear? ......

　　 Mom, when I think of you, I can't restrain my tears ...... Remember when I came into this world and was still ignorant, my mom's deep love, let me know what happiness and warmth on earth mean.

　　 I remember when I first learned to eat, my mom was afraid that I would choke and get stuck, always mashing the rice first, then picking the bones and spines, and also afraid that I would get hot, always tasting it first. When you eat your mother's food, you'll be bathed in sunshine and happiness!

　　 Those were poor days, days of scrimping and saving. Mom always did her best to feed us first and ate our leftovers herself. She often did not have enough to eat!

　　 I remember when I was too young to know how warm or cold I was, my mother used to touch my little hands, and when they were cold, she helped me to add clothes, and when they were hot, she helped me to reduce my clothes. The actual fact is that you can find a lot of people who are not able to get a good deal on a lot of things. ...... mom's work! I was tired of playing during the day and often fell asleep in my chair, but in a haze, my mother covered me with a blanket to save me from catching a cold.

　　 The mother was unable to read since she was poor, so she was uneducated. But when I was young, she taught me how to behave. I was told to be honest and not to do bad things. To listen to the teacher, with classmates to love each other, study well ...... mother's words, I remembered, I tried to do, won the teacher's praise. Mom is happy. I am also happy. I am so happy.

　　 However happy days, there is always confusion, and that is an illness. I was sick a lot because of my poor health, and that was hard for my mom. Day and night, rain and wind, summer and winter, my mother always carried me, sometimes on her back, either on foot or in the car, between home and the hospital. I got well, but my mom got haggard and thin. --What a pain in the ass, Mom!

　　 With my mother's nurturing and care, I grew up, I became an adult, and I worked. I remembered my mother's words, behaved well, worked hard, and won the master's praise. Mom was happy, and I was happy.

　　 The good times began, and I got paid. But mom, why are you still harsh? Give me good food, you eat bad food. The good clothes to me, you wear poor. ...... I said, "Mom, why are you suffering? The fact is that you're not married. ...... Mom, why do you have to be like this?

　　 Mom's scrimping and saving, mom's pouring it all out to finish my marriage. ...... Mom, retired, it's time to enjoy it. But you insisted on helping me with the kids, saying that you wanted me to have more time to spend on my work. -- Mom, you are a laborious life, and no pay, this is why the pain ...... children are big, mom pale.

　　 Because the house is small, Mom is going to be separated from me. I said mom, you will be sick in your old age, call if you are sick. ...... mom smiled and separated from me. ...... I know that Ma's scrimping, Ma's hard work, plus her old age, will make her sick at any time. So the daily phone calls were a must for me. At first, Mom answered the phone and was safe every day, then Dad answered the phone and was also safe every day. But one day, not long after, my dad broke down sobbing, saying, "Your mom has been sleeping in a bed for many days and is dying." Ah! You said every day that you were fine." It's your mom who won't let me talk to you, she's sick and says she can't give you any trouble." Ah!" ... - Hearing these words, my tears came out and I couldn't stop them. What a pain in the ass, Mom! You can't spend your life thinking about us and not yourself! Mom!

　　 Because of the late arrival at the hospital, Mom was already dying at the hospital and couldn't talk to herself. Seeing us around her, Mom could only express her deep love for us with tears. Seeing this, my legs were out of control and I fell into my mother's arms. Mom, why are you doing this? Mom! What is this suffering? We have no way to repay you for your kindness, and it is our duty to honor you and serve you! Why are you afraid of giving us trouble ...... mom, mom ...... but mom is reluctantly leaving me forever ......

　　 Mom! Mom! You are the closest person to me, you are the person I love the most. You are the greatest mother, you are the greatest mom. You have taught me what it means to be selfless, and what it means to bow and scrape. You have taught me what it means to love like the sea, what it means to love like the sea. I hate the heavens, I hate the earth. Why did you let Mom leave me? Why let me fall into the abyss of pain. ...... Mom, Mom, your kindness is higher than the mountain, your kindness is deeper than the sea. ...... I have nothing to repay, I have nothing to return. ...... What am I going to do, how am I going to be born, how am I going to live, how am I going to live ...... No! ...... no! ...... No! Mom! Mom! ...... - I get it, I get it. I want to be doubly good - to honor my elders and love my juniors. I want to do things twice as well - always do good deeds, always do virtuous deeds. Because this will move the heavens, this will move the earth, this will move the Buddha, this will move God. They say this will bring mom into bliss, this will bring mom into heaven, this will give mom a good life ...... and always, always ......