Dear Daughters

Dear Daughters,

All I needed wasn't awakening to ensure all my actions would no longer need articulating. I never aimed to abandon you in any way this I can assure you. Although everything went awry know that my love for you is authentic. I will always aspire to inspire you even if it has to be from afar. I now acknowledge that I should have been more assertive and far less absent in every aspect of your lives for this I sincerely apologize.

Balance should have come before my bad behaviour, I was blind to the beauty of family. Bit by bit I began to sink beneath a blanket of blind blame. I became bitter, bossy and unbothered by this b**** I had become. Bouncing back from beyond with bravery and boldness in my bones I am born again and have taken a vow to be the best version of me I can be. I no longer feel broken, nor am I a ticking time bomb on the verge of blowing up. Being able to boast that I have given birth to three beautiful breathtakingly charismatic children calms my soul when the chaos comes clamouring in my chest. My dear children know that you are capable of conquering anything! Be careful, not careless, take caution and be cautious, celebrate change and accept any challenge. Cheer loudly when you reign as champions in whatever you choose. Commit to communicate in a clear concise manner. Dance daily, avoid danger, and dear daughters please don't dabble in drugs as they will take you down. Dare to dream, then dare to do. Take a deep breath and debate a decision, be decisive in want you to decide. Demonstrate democracy and demand due diligence. Be dependable and deliberate, devoting yourself to your deepest desires. Don't be afraid to disagree, it's okay to be different. Display diversity in all you divulge in.

Expose inequality, exerting encouraging efforts. Put your energy into education and efficiency. Don't just do the easy things. Remember you are enough. If you ever feel empty and are exhausted please know that it's not the end everything always gets better. Envy of the equivalent of jealousy and know that while we are all unique we are still in fact equal.

Fear nothing and fight for a fantastic fulfilling life of freedom. Find forever Friends and keep them close, family comes first. Even if it's frustrating follow your heart, feel your feelings, be gentle with yourself, and have fun frequently.

Grow gargantuas gardens, generate generosity and gleam with greatness in a very greatful way. Settle for nothing less than a gentleman or woman who is genuine & wants to play games and will take out the garbage. Leave greed at the gate and go green because global warming is real.

Handle hearsay with humour hold on to humility with high regard, never harbour hatred or hostility remember humans will be humans and aren't always humane. Hold your head high, help from your heart, be honest, hopeful, and honour your health.

Use your imagination to make an impact, use it to illustrate your integrity in impressive ways. Be an industrious individual who is independent always looking for innovative ways to improve and increase your income. Take the initiative to gather as much information about the things you deem important. Intelligence is an interesting instrument use it with intent, go big invent internationally! invest time in new interesting ideas and don't let others’

judgments jar your journey. Get a job you enjoy! Joke, jam, journal and jump for joy. Be justified in the judgments you keep. Knowledge will keep you keen and all your endeavours. Kindness is key to living a life of love and luxury learning a new language will launch you into a leader. You can always lean on me if you ever feeling left out. Learn to let lemons leave your life but don't disregard the lessons they lend. Live a life of no limits and know there's always a light at the end of every tunnel. Loneliness doesn't last, if you're feeling low because you've suffered a loss locate the lightning within and launch your inner spark like a magical machine. Make the most of mundane situations in a magnificent manner. Meditation is the best medication! Beware of the media it's merely a way to make minds go mental. Never misuse your miraculous mind or let misery make you moody. Be modest in every moment and stand by your morals. Never be negligent to nature! Be nice to your neighbours, negativity is not necessary. Nightly Nestle into a nest with no noise to navigate any new news the nation has noted. New norms are neither here nor there, nevertheless we must do our part to not let our nation go needy. Keep an open mind taking an oath to be objective in any ordeal. Be outstanding and outshine old ways of thinking if they weren't okay. Overcome obstacles like you're fighting for first place in the Olympics! Abstain from outlandish spending it will only orchestrate outrageous debt.

Practice patience, participate in your passions, don't people please and strive for internal peace and your life will be prosperous. If impractical periods of pessimism come, know that they will soon pass. Put your metaphorical pedal to the metal and push through personal criticism. Practice picking up the phone when in need and practice practical pre-planning to prepare for a full life of poetry, progress, potential, and poise.

Rolling in reality can be tiring, return to arresting state to renew. I'd like to reassure you all that despite being unreliable in the past I now can promise to remain dedicated to repairing my reputation as you know it. I'd love nothing more than to be able to reverse and remove any wrongs I've done in your regard instead all I can do is rightfully return to your lives to reveal an unrestricted revolution of reconciliation. Sorry it has taken me so long to see the error in my ways and to settle down. I'm aware of my selfish ways and can tell you from the bottom of my heart all I wanted was a safe and secure home for you. Sadly I failed at providing that for you in my presence. The world is so full of unique opportunities, be victorious in your youth and you'll be thankful later.

LOVE ALWAYS AND FOREVER,

Mom