Can I hold you and cry for a while?

In the summer of that year, the sun was especially enchanting, I hurried to Zhengzhou from the distant ice city Harbin, in fact, just to visit my seriously ill teacher, my teacher treated me like a father, we maintained father-son contact all year round, hovering a few days later, I was ready to go back, because there are many important life accidents waiting for me to deal with the ice city.

On my last afternoon in Zhengzhou, I was drinking in a remote bar, and there was my train in the evening. I stayed here because I thought it was closer to the train station and I could spend less money.

I saw a girl, face haggard sitting in a corner, desperately drinking wine, I sighed at the generosity and romance of modern women, I asked for a simple meal, asked for a bottle of beer to drink themselves, just to drive away the inner boredom and heat.

Just when I was depressed, the girl actually stumbled towards me, she grabbed my collar, I did not know what to do, she was obviously drunk, she said loudly: Why are you here? Aren't you in the south?

Obviously, she was confused with someone else, and I was trying to explain it to her, and she started crying, and she was yelling at me, and you damn it, do you know I've been waiting for you for years? Since I broke up with you, I experienced the most difficult time in life, I betrayed my parents, went to the distance to work, the result with a teacher eloped, parents everywhere looking for me, at that time, I do not understand their pains, just willfully survive, I ran to Zhengzhou, I thought romantic love will have a happy ending, but you know what? Dude, he lied to me.

She cried so much that I could not bear to spoil the atmosphere, so I sat her down in a chair and let her pour out her deepest pain to me, and she continued: Everyone has a dream, my dream is to build their own career, there is money in the family, but I know that it is earned by my parents, and I have nothing to do with it, so I ran away from home this time, just want to prove that I have the ability to face everything, but I run a family unit, always can not do a few days I can not stand their torture and criticism, I cursed them, they said I was crazy, People like me, no one dares to go anywhere, I have no choice but to cry.

I said, you have to be strong, in fact, parents are for you, you don't be too stubborn, go home or stray, don't forget to report peace to your parents in a foreign land, I am also in a foreign land, I have to call them every day, they are not easy.

She stared at me, you seem to have changed, these years, you seem to have matured a lot, you may not know, they do not listen to my explanation, my father never gave me a good face, she always looked at my mistakes, I only attack them with betrayal, but after so much experience, my heart is very hurt, no one listens to me explain, I am depressed, you know? At least I met you.

She suddenly stared at me, can I satisfy a wish? I nodded, can I hold you and cry for a while?

It was the strangest and most strange wish I had ever heard in the world, and I stood there in a daze for no apparent reason, and she flung herself at me with her arms around me, and her tears ran down my clothes, and I felt a wounded and needy heart trembling in the wind, and I patted her on the back and told her that it was all right, that everything would be all right, Look out the window at the sun.

I don't know how I ran away from the scene, but I remember her eager eyes, full of love and helplessness, hoping that hug would help her through the most painful difficulties of her life.

It has been many years, I will always remember that ordinary afternoon, I used a pair of immature arms, to meet a girl's humblest wish, let her feel a moment of indifference outside the love.

All these, not about love, only about the strange call, the love of compassion and the warmth of the distance.