I am trying to figure out which of my family members are trust worthy and who is not. I feel like I just want to forget about them in general, out of site out of mind.
I will lay down.
I am listening to UncleBronze right now. I need to eat some more food.
I haven't been on Twitch for a bit.
I am too tired to do anything today. I ate enough but I feel like I should eat more.
My jaws and hands are sort of feeling sore and arthritus-y. I should stop eating but I made myself another sandwich. I know I am actually thirsty. I hate the people around me, they don't help at all. I have to just keep doing the things I am working on despite them holding me back.
I am going to finish my sandwich and just lay down. I might even eat a gummy and just relax on my bed. Tomorrow my mom is coming over anyway so I'm just wanting my time.
I'll probably wake up later tonight but when that comes I can do stuff.
I woke up at 4 am, not too bad. I have an appointment today at 9 am so that gives me plenty of time to prepare. I feel very nice with my house cleaned
I have a bit of a headache, probably from all the phlegm or whatever in my sinuses.
I did dream again but I can't remember it any more. I am sort of sad about that but I think it is because I'm having to do this presentation.
I am running low on gummies so I am going to need to go to the bank and get some cash to buy more. I guess I should've accepted mom's 20 bucks she was wanting to give me for watching the dog.
Nah, she's my sister, I don't need money watching her.
I am having a little indigestion which sort of sucks. I don't know why because I haven't eaten for several hours but, whatever.
I was annoyed with Keely, she was just watching me work on my school computer. It was like, read the room, she should've asked to leave early but whatever, I guess it is her job.
I made some green tea for myself, since I don't really want breakfast. It's all about getting to the school computer from here.
Some Tarot card readers have been warning about doing something you're already tired of doing or, grew out of. I wonder if Japanese is that for me?
I think it is more that, I just simply have lost some of my skills there so, I have two options, either let it fade away in the dust or struggle and try to maintain or even surpass my old level.
I've decided to make noodles.
I have Langcorrect tabs open on both my Personal and School computer. I need to start working on the script portion of my Power Point presentation.
Youtube is updating too much on the tv.
It is doing an update already even though a few weeks ago it did that already.
I am listening to Egyptian mood music on the tv right now, it sort of fits this dark time of the day.
The Dandan noodles I had were kinda spicy but I liked it. It was a nice breakfast I feel. I think the only thing that would have made it better is if I had an egg with it but I wasn't feeling up to cooking an egg. I kind of want to wait and hard boil a bunch for a sandwich.
About the Creator
Kayla McIntosh
Personal tell-all pieces: Word of the Day and Jail Journal. Secret poet on the side. ( I don't use Ai to write any posts, everything is done manually. )

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