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Word of the Day: 貫通

kantsuu - passing through (of a tunnel, bullet, etc.); going (right) through; penetrating; piercing

By Kayla McIntoshPublished 2 days ago 3 min read
Word of the Day: 貫通
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I am not sure if there is a kettle anywhere.. I have 3 packs of bone broth in my backpack. Well I am just trying to try to figure out some of my technical problems on here. That is just life right now I guess.

Omg, I am just remembering what I told Yuuichirou.

Maybe some people are with me in spirit. I mean I appreciate any support I get. I am very grateful actually.

Looking at my list I just see some tasks that can only be completed when I get home. Makes me tired to even think about it.

The crazy thing is my teacher looks exactly like the guy that Jahon wanted me to have a threesome with. He wanted to get a spit roast going with me and some other guy. I am like... I am good. Also him spitting on me constantly reminds me of that movie John Carter where he was fed that weird shit so he could talk. I am not going to learn Russian that way, bruh. That's too "spiritual" for me.

I mean if I don't feel up to it and if someone makes me feel like shit, I don't really owe them anything.

But it is ok, I guess stress affects us like that too. I am just done with dating or anything right now. It isn't really profitable for me unfortunately.

I didn't consider that it might've been good that my teacher openly talks about weed because, I do utilize it sometimes so. It should be put out there.

I appreciate that courage because I unfortunately don't have the time or energy for anything.

My paper got dirty too but I guess it doesn't matter.

I really want to just watch some Youtube videos right now but I can't.

I guess that is our new tv right now.

My stomach is doing weird things right now making sitting in this chair right now, very hard.

I mean I do have like 10 minutes, scratch that. 5 minutes.

Yea I basically just count time.

I mean, when it goes off, it just means I sleep or move from where I am so, it doesn't mean much.

I am pretty sleep deprived right now. So that is why resting on this chair is pretty important right now. Also I am charging my computer so it is good.

I am tapping into Jasper. It is costing me more money to do that, but at this point, I don't really want to use Stormnet. I think anyone who feels that way should actually use their hotspots occassionally. I don't know too much about VPNs to know the right way to go about that but, most of the time that costs money.

I moved to building 2. I got some of the financial aid crap done but I am now stuck in a place where the wifi is shit so I am like.. What is the point of staying here. But I want ot maintain my timer thing. Apparently, there is Karaoke over in the Cultural center. I am sort of tempted to sing Hanamiduki.

My shoulders are pretty stiff so I am just enjoying ever sit break I am getting but I actually need to do something better.

I might go sing in karaoke if it isn't done with already. I am just restin g here for now. I am pretty happen to just sit here but the wifi is actually so low and congested.

I am going to need to get that sandwich I want soon.

I am just listening to the game right now before I go over there.

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Kayla McIntosh

Personal tell-all pieces: Word of the Day and Jail Journal. Secret poet on the side. ( I don't use Ai to write any posts, everything is done manually. )

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