Word of the day: にら

I had more noodles. I feel like I ate too much today but I think it is just because I am eating so late. I only had these two noodles today and some cheese.

Every time I see Key from Shinee I am reminded of that 25 year old korean boy I messed around with. I mean, that is so crazy that happened. He isn't even my bias in the group. WHERES MY ONEW?! LOL

I am really a slut for saying shit like that. Haha, I don't care, I feel good right now, I am not itchy, I have a full belly... everything is good.

If I get the anki list written down I can then switch over to working on the power point. It is an uphill climb here but I am determined to do it.

I am not thinking about tomorrow but I don't care, I am happy right now and the sweetness of green onions is on my lips.

I am eating takuan now.

I need water.

I have to wait for my filter jug to make the water. Everything is a process. I don't even know why I bothered to drink coffee it is almost 11pm at night right now. I have an appointment in 12 hours.

I feel like I need to just go to bed at this point. I'll wake up and start where I left off. I can go to bed and talk to Rafael.

I woke up at 7 am, that is pretty good since I have an appointment at 11 am. I guess I have to participate in the world now.

I kind of need to go to the bathroom. I took a shower because I felt that was the best place to start. I am out now and in a robe. I got my coffee from last night I put in the fridge and started drinking it but my habit is drinking water after a shower.

I don't even know what the appointment is today. I guess it's for my IEP

I have been having a lot of sleep in my eyes lately, I have to really spend time washing my face to get it off.

I have no idea what I want to wear. I want to stay in my pajamas.

I wish I knew what happened to my indian food.

I am listening to Linda Likes Tarot. I shouldn't be doing that. I don't think she gets her powers from a divine place, if you know what I mean.

I can't be craving the ether so much that I go back down a dark path.

I am wondering if this itching is actually black magic because it comes so suddenly and nothing really changed in the house that could explain it.

I also feel like it aged me from the stress. I took a gummy this morning. That was kind of stupid. I probably will be fine for my appointment but I didn't need it right now. Especially not when listening to Linda.

Honestly I think it is just to help me forget I am itchy and sniffly.

I need to brush my teeth but I want to finish my coffee first. I am pretty much dressed so I think I am good. I mean my hair looks like crap but I usually go around like that anyway.

I guess we got to schedule hair dying at some point this week. My window is so laggy I am not sure what youtube video I chose.

I hate being itchy, my hair feels inflamed.

I am finally using my Todo list. This is encouraging.