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Word of the Day:供養

kuyou - memorial service for the dead; holding a service

By Kayla McIntoshPublished 4 months ago 3 min read
Word of the Day:供養
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I haven't found a good way to channel the vocabulary I am learning.

I am incorporating it with my writing as a theme for each thing but there should be some sort of system to channel it into anki. I am close to figuring it out but I think it also requires some editing which I haven't participated in quite yet.

It will require me to go through what I have written already and then transfer it to anki.

I am worried if I have eaten enough today with the amount of caffeine I have consumed but I am don't think I am hungry right now really.

I stare at my empty math notes realizing I didn't do my budget planner because of banking issues... and I didn't schedule a math tutor because of availabilities... I didn't even go into the modules and work on those. I didn't do anything involving math.

I guess that is what I need to use this computer for now.

I am pretty happy with the set up now, I think it is functional but it was driving me crazy last night.

I didn't do math like I wanted to but today is Japanese and I almost know exactly what to do for that.

I am eating the muffin my mom got me and drinking an energy drink. There's my breakfast.

I can't believe Geo liked my story. I am sort of pissed at him for not liking me more but I mean, it is ok.. He's just being realistic.

I really want weed right now but I have my system. My system is almost complete, I just need to figure out how to funnel the words into Anki.

I think I should dedicate half of my devices to inputting the information into anki and the other two into actually using it.

I just woke up so I am not thinking completely.

A quick conversion of notes allowed me to actually eat some weed. This is a good system.

I have 60 min on the clock too so that is also nice. I think I should maintain that notes either equal one dose of weed or extra time.

I am proud of myself for waking up early.

I am going to go through my submissions and write down all the themes to put it into Anki as my first task of the day.

I do need to do my Todo list from yesterday, just a few straggling tasks, I am not too worried about it, I feel like I am mostly caught up.

After that I might need to go through my backpack and prepare it for school. I am hoping my mouse is in there but I don't know, I really might have thrown it away like an idiot.

I am not worried about being off my meds either because I don't think I will have time to breath with school, like you can't be socially sick in school, they don't care about your personality, only what you do.

I need to finish the Story so I can go through my posts but, yea I am just sort of waking up so I am not all there. I think I need to make the mapo tofu, I need protein and that is a good source of that.

The YouTube videos are not really hitting right now, I am annoyed at the algorithm. Oh well.. I don't want to get my self wound up too much this early in the morning.

Ah I get it now, the timers are the privilege of being on the computer. Yea I guess that is how it is, huh?

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About the Creator

Kayla McIntosh

Personal tell-all pieces: Word of the Day and Jail Journal. Secret poet on the side. ( I don't use Ai to write any posts, everything is done manually. )

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