Word of the Day:海外

I have been chugging the tea as much as I can to get energy to do the things I need to do, I took a little nap after waking up which I barely could afford.

I didn't want to use a tampon but, I have to be safe going to school. I finally organized my backpack pretty well now. I still need to brush my teeth but, sitting here is feeling fine. I think the next time I get up I need to go drink some more tea before brushing my teeth.

I don't know how I am going to study for math tonight but I am just focusing on getting to school today and worry about learning when I get home.

I've been posting my meals on the Japanese club discord since they are very Japanese inspired meals.

It is sort of sloppy but I thought maybe it would at least show that I do like to cook Japanese food and the Inarizushi wasn't some sort of fluke thing.

I don't know if I am just showing off. I think it is more like, I would like there to be another person who enjoys cooking Japanese food but, the bulk of people just eat ramen and sushi.

I feel a channeling happening. God my computer is falling apart. I don't want to buy another computer.. Also... I don't want to think of Reo. It is cold here, I am cold but I don't want to be. I am warm blooded but, I don't want to be cold.

I am trying to stay warm right now but I am wondering how much I need to check up on my body. I am drinking an energy drink.

I just feel so tired or... I think I am depressed actually. I should be happy because the Japanese club is wanting me to join.

I am behind on all my homework. I don't want to work on anything though.

I wasted this weekend again, I just don't feel like doing my best anymore. I am tired of trying hard.

It's Monday and I mean, I woke up at a decent time, 7 am. But I need to be more productive today than I was during this weekend.

I am not being so productive but I am eating up every moment I am sitting on this couch. I am very comfortable here. Also one of the people posted some funky music so it is putting me in a good mood.

I wish I could say I found some sort of brilliant epiphany or something from the time I wrote this to when it will be time for me to go but, I don't think that will happen. I think I am too content with enjoying the moment for what it is.

My stomach is acting up. Maybe it is because it is sitting on just tea but, I rather this than make something to eat.

I am waiting in an awkward amount of time. I decided to get high while waiting for my mom. I think I'll be ok, I just got to keep my headphones on and listen to tarot.

I am hoping that I can have a good day today. I have a test so, I hope it won't be too difficult. It seems to be open book so, I think it will be ok.

My butt is bleeding, I don't even know what I did to stress it out. I hate having hemorrhoids. I wish I could say I felt steady, but I don't. I don't know what that is right now.