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Word of the Day: 黒人

kokujin - black person

By Kayla McIntoshPublished 4 months ago 3 min read
Word of the Day: 黒人
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I just happen to be listening to Lynn who is a black person on Youtube so, that was my word of the day.

I am soooo glad I changed over to tea. I feel more energized or awake right now. I am snacking too much though.

I could work for the 30 minutes or, I could do some self care and stuff on the List and earn more time. Either way I should stay at that station for a while.

Today is math day so I actually need to use the school computer. I guess it is just queuing in the right way for myself. I am directly on the day of the todo list. Not in the future, not in the past. I should make good use of this.

I found out that I need to spend some time getting ready for my mom so, I will do that now. It is just packing my backpack basically. I am actually earning time anyway.

I packed my rice and hair dye so it should all be good. I also packed my computer just incase, I feel like that might be a smart move. I don't think I was going to earn enough time to use it here.

My work computer is sleeping again, I need to log in.

I quite want some chocolate. I want a blizzard from dairy queen.

I am back from the Pleasure realm, having done fuck all in the Toil Realm so, I feel like I need to be productive now that I've taken a proper long break.

It is so hot in my apartment for some reason so I need to turn on the air conditioning.

I have salty snacks but I don't have anything sweet anymore.

A part of me is like, I don't need a sweet treat if I can just lay back down in bed for a while, but it really is warm in the whole place so, going under a bunch of blankets is probably not good right now.

I guess I could eat the coleslaw salad for a sweet something.

What bothing me is my nose is itchy and i makes me think there is something in my nose.

There is nothing in my nose though.

A part of me thinks, am I being unfair to Sebastian?

this is a 600 calorie salad so, I think I ate enough this day. I had two noodles and this salad. That's at least 2000 calories.

Oh well, I'll still eat the Kalua pork mom is making. I am bringing the rice

It seems to be either my fingers are sore or my jaw. It means I type and eat too much.

After crunching on that salad I need to lay down and not move my mouth.

I want a sprite.

It is 6pm and I just got out of the shower. I called my mom earlier and she was saying her mental health was taking a dip and wanted to postpone to friday. It was actually my suggestion just because it seemed the most logical since my brother is going to be installing a new dryer tomorrow, I might as well wait until he does his part before I start washing my clothes over there.

I took some gummies triumphantly since I managed to eat decently today and took a shower so, I feel I did my part.

I am out of gummies. I have two choices. I can either use the 100 from my savings to buy some from smooth roots during the weekend or wait until sometime friday next week.

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Kayla McIntosh

Personal tell-all pieces: Word of the Day and Jail Journal. Secret poet on the side. ( I don't use Ai to write any posts, everything is done manually. )

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  • Anthony Scott4 months ago

    Great words my sweet ❤️

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