Word of the Day: 軽食

Queen Amun Ra is warning me about family members speaking ill of me, and Lynn did a Libra reading just now.. I guess that is my niece then... She is probably talking shit about me. Or it could be my other niece since... There is a connection between Lynn and Queen that needs to be acknowledged that would connect it to her as well. I am not too worried, I am interpreting as a sort of scout warning.

To be honest, even if it is true, I don't have the time to do anything about it. It is been forever since I've been worried about spiritual forces. At this point I feel like the Scarlet Witch or Jean Grey; the only thing I have to worry about is not to let my power overwhelm me.

Not that I am impervious to malice or ill-will but, I just have more faith in my actions and integrity with that. The best defense is offense.

Or.. just not give people power over me. I also have to let Metatron or whoever my guide is to help me on the other side. I have no partner in real life, and the last time I spoke to my guide so intimately was when I was in middle-high school.

Oh.... Gabby. She was being controlled. Fuck. I can't think of that now, I want to learn math. I am learning about compound interests. I mean, maybe it could help me figure out something. Whether Compound Interest is even a good thing versus...

Wow... I was operating under the believe Thanksgiving was today. I mean, right day, wrong week... Those bastards. I am sure they are going to get a good laugh with that, but I am going to get some math done today for sure, either way I am doing exactly what I wanted to do.

I want to end the story here and get to work but, I just put something in the microwave and I have 300 words left.

I already ate a tv dinner but all the banging from next door is stressing me out. Also this chicken pad thai is really good. I also bought lemonade because I thought it was my "thanksgiving"... God.. I could've got caught. I have to just make sure, every time I go to get weed, I have to get groceries just so I don't look suspicious.

I accidentally slept for 2 hours, it is now 8pm. I don't feel like I wasted today as I am adhering to the timer. But I don't know how to go about studying for math. I know I have to at least:

• Have my notes ready
• Probably go over the things I starred already.
• Turn in the Review..

I just realized something crazy last night when going through the Modules on Canvas. I went to the classroom list and looked at everyone's name registered to the class. The boy that I have been calling Oboushi-san... I think he is the son of my previous therapist. He is Lithuanian ( like she was ) and has the same last name as her. I mean if it isn't his mom, they're at least related.

Now I am sort of debating whether I should tell him next class or not? I mean, I was sort of rude to his mom but I could explain that I was going through a break up with Yuuichiro that made me unstable.

Neptune, you can drown in the seas that you've created. Expelling all evil thought and deed from this instance of life. Forever until the end of days.