Word of the Day: 病気

I finally got back on my school computer. I need to do math homework at the moment. It is sort of hard getting from Japanese to Math. But since there are 2 assignments for math due next, I need to switch to that mode.

I have been feeling light headed. I don't know if that is just the weed or if it is stress. I ended up not streaming since I felt it too jarring to switch to that mode from where I am and I feel like I should use that energy for math since that has a sooner date.

I am looking at the work and I know I can't do what I did last time, just copy the answers from the back.

I also am trying to navigate the whole discord thing with James and the rest of the rugrats.

I finally made shrimp sandwiches but I worry I just stunk up the house again with seafood smell. I don't regret it, the sandwiches were delicious. I feel like I need to go easy on the tea. I never thought I could overdo tea but I think that is something that is happening now.

Getting to school I didn't have any time to buy an energy drink or the vending machine didn't let me buy one so I saw it as a sign to just wait to get a coffee at the store afterwards. ( I wasn't sure if they were open at this time right now, thought they should be. )

It's been getting really difficult for Yukki on his streams I think. He was talking about how some people got raped and were asking him questions. I mean as far as I know he isn't a professional, he just is big hearted, I think.

I know I should do my Math homework but I feel like I want to just chill and write in here for at least a story or two. I haven't really been able to write my feelings out or anything for a few days. Especially since I haven't streamed, I feel like I owe it to myself to at least be somewhat serious about writing each day or when I can.

I am pretty excited about getting my tutor on the 13th. I was feeling bad about just copying the answers from the back of the book, but once I learn earnestly with them, I'll feel much better.

I worry about Yukki though a bit, I wish I could support him in some way so, I am considering sending him a super chat or something just so he knows I support him and he is appreciated. I still have money in the bank but it is closely becoming the 9th. That's when I decide on either shopping at Uwajimaya or Safeway. It really has to be either one because I don't get enough money to shop luxuriously every week. I have to plan the shopping event of the month.

Everything takes too much energy to do, I am so annoyed. I feel bad sitting next to people who are obviously trying their best at math and I am just winging it right now.

Like I said though, the 13th will come soon enough and I will learn properly then. Also there is taking notes in class, that is the most natural thing since I am actually there to learn then. Though he really approaches things as if we did study them by ourselves so during the first part of the class I am kind of lost and then near the end I feel like I know 75% of it.