Why I would rather meet my end.

About me...

Hi, my name is... Doesn't matter.

You ever get those replenished cups of "I don't give a damn"? That is me right now and to be frank with you, my dear chipmunks, I am not liking it. So, I have undertaken a severe reflection... and it didn't go as planned. See, it was not a positive reflective experience, rather it once again, replenished my cup of "I really don't give a damn".

Oh, why am I not liking it? Well, my dear chipmunks, that is a rather absurd and frankly idiotic question. HAVE YOU NOT BEEN READING MY SUBLIMINAL MESSAGES?

I do not like it because it is not who I used to be. We are supposed to be better the more we grow, and with me, it's been the opposite. Maybe due to unnecessary pain, which might I inform you, was not of my doing.

I want to be better...

And I could be. It requires a positive outlook on the negative circumstances.... I should perhaps view my cup of "I REALLY, REALLY DON'T GIVE A DAMN" as the most replenished cup.

That is a positive outlook, no?

Friendships...

Friendships... They provide such requitable love and sentiment. It was said often by a man of prodigious knowledge that true friends are merely one soul divided into two bodies.

And even in absence, it is their love that cannot be forgotten. It is their memory that travels with you in tiny metaphysical ways. And in big subliminal shifts and shivers. Ironic, yes. But sublime.

I have been fortunate to experience the good, the bad and all the "knock on wood" moments with many phenomenal individuals. It is normal to have most anticipated ephemeral moments, and perhaps they are what cause a strength to any friendship.

Worry...

In what world does an unknown journey counteract the most scintillating wonders? I figured that perhaps certainty would equalise with rationality... Rather, an epiphany would only make me ponder on the thought of the present mind.

We are so sure of specific objectives or goals we want to pursue, that the concept of change can completely diminish our rationality.

I can say that again!

We are so sure of specific objectives or goals we want to pursue, that the concept of change can completely diminish our rationality.

Ultimately, it would cause endless worry and hopelessness.

What should one do to overcome such tiresome state of mind, or lack thereof? It would be to wait. Patience is key to every lock of uncertainty, irrationality and to every unknown journey. Lest you know, the journey would then become an expressed escapade.

Half cup full. Half cup empty...

I once viewed this slam poet reciting his... slam poetry and complained or rather frustratingly educated a crowd of fools that they should just sip the damn, I mean, blessed water in the damn cup instead of seeing it half full or half empty. Quite so, he elicited a rather loud applaud from the audience. However, I am here thinking, he missed the the memo of the entire proverbial phrase!

Please welcome Wikipedia on this Vocal spotlight to educate you bunch of fools on this Proverbial Phrase!

"Is the glass half empty or half full?" is a proverbial phrase, used rhetorically to indicate that a particular situation could be a cause for pessimism (half-empty) or optimism (half full), but there are other view points too, like realism (if poured out, half empty; if filled up, half full, but it is only point of view), or as a litmus test to simply determine an individual's worldview. The purpose of the question is to demonstrate that a situation may be seen in different ways depending on one's point of view.

People don't need to be starving from water for them to simply sip the water in the cup. I could be starving mentally from my exams, what's there to sip from that?! What if it wasn't water and it was poison?!

THINK!

With that being said,

Thank you, dear chipmunks. Stay tuned or... my cup will keep replenishing.