Until you do Right by Me…

I swear…

Narcissist really have a tendency to be some believable shit to people but they are the biggest liars!

Please tell me how the fuck you act like I’m bothering you and I was the problem when you played games with me for three years? How the fuck am I the problem?

I wanted to make sure that this was the last time I will talk about this ever in life because I made sure that I completely blocked this person from ever being able to reach me ever again. Even if they got the notion to want to say hello they are not welcome to do so. They are literally dead to me.

I can take a lot of things, and I do mean a lot. However, I can’t take you hurting the fuck out of me continuously for a long period of time and then acting like I was bothersome to you, I annoyed you, or I was the problem when somebody asked you about me.

Oh, trust me, I’m pissed off about the person asking him about me because they really had no business doing so.

I think it was petty and they were out of place doing so because I would never ask them to do that and I would’ve never asked him about them, but I will let it go.

Why I won’t let the shit go, or rather I’m letting you go for good and leaving no chance for us to ever be in a place of peace, is because I wasn’t having anything intimate with them, I was having something intimate with him.

I felt like we were in a better place than for them to turn their nose up at me and be iffy about anything when it came to me.

I was motherfucking solid.

He made a choice though. He made a choice and it was a bad choice.

No, I don’t mean choosing her over me. He did that too but I mean choosing to act like somebody who had never done anything to you in any way who you consistently hurt and talked about how you constantly hurt her without revealing who you were, it’s shady.

Yeah, I know it sounds hypocritical but I kind of I had this blind hope that they would hear my podcast or read my blog or read my post and know that they really hurt me and I really cared about them and change how they were acting. I was stupid and I was naïve and for that I take responsibility for.

What I don’t take responsibility for is being hurt over and over again by someone who could have done otherwise.

He could’ve done otherwise and he chose not to.

But to do that and add insult to injury by talking about me behind my back was too much!

It was far too much. And it was the straw that broke the camel’s back.</p>

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<p>I can deal with a lot of things but I definitely can’t deal with a motherfucker being a bastard towards me and acting like I did something to them. I was fucking completely done.

When I legit tell you I don’t care if they live or die, I mean that.

When I tell you if they were on fire I wouldn’t spit on them I mean that too.

It’s not often that I get so pissed off that I am like this, but I’m here and there’s never any going back for me. They ceased to exist to me Sunday, September 19, 2021.

To him I have nothing to say but fuck you, and fuck you again!

If you’re reading this, if you see this, you were dead wrong and instead of issuing me a apology you chose to dig the knife deeper into my back and I pay you dust.