Spiritual Awakening, Numerology, and Major Life Realizations

We are going through a really difficult time in our world right now. It just so happens that all of that corruption, all of that greed, all of that narcissm, has been impacting our society for decades, branching all the way down to something as small as an American family. What do I mean by that? Well, the ones with all the power, the ones who pull the strings, control the media. That includes movies, TV, you name it.

Remember all those cases of young YouTubers being groomed? You think those are coincidences? You think all of the child stars that have went through hell is a coincidence still? It’s not. Our society has run off of this disgusting lie for longer than I’ve even been alive. I was born in 1989. They already knew what they were doing well before that.

The thing people don’t tell you about times like these, about spiritually awakening and learning the truth, is that it’s difficult. A lot of people are probably right where I am right now. Confused, lost, feeling like the world no longer makes sense to them. Feeling like everything is coming crashing down on you all at once. Even worse than that, if you live with someone who is not awake, it’s ten times harder for you to succeed, to get ahead in life. In my case, I gave all my energy, and all of my great potential, and put it in this other person, to help them over the past nine years.

It completely drained all of my energy for myself. It took everything from me. The worst part about that is these people, a lot of them who are asleep, don’t even realize what they are doing. More than that, as I was just writing this, I came to another big realization.

Recently, I’ve been getting more into numerology and spirituality. I’ve been researching my numbers and my signs. I read the descriptions of things and I started to see how it exactly describes how I feel, why I always feel pulled to certain things, and certain people. Numerology. I’d known about sacred geometry, and the repeating patterns existed in this world since I was in college, but I never really went in depth to really understand what that meant. How it all actually connected.

Just now, as I was typing this, I realized something crucial. I’m a Life Path 9. Every single cycle in my life can be counted by 9. Every cycle in my life basically, I’m starting to see that. Let me show you what I’m talking about:

I was born in 1989

I’m a Life Path 9

The other day, I was actually reading something about numerology and it explained my “next” 9 year cycle was coming. When I read that at first I didn’t understand what it meant. Let me show you:

2008-2017: I was in a toxic relationshin all through college with a narcissistic abuser who kept me down, and we got married. I finally detached myself and divorced him in 2017.

I was on my own, I was starting to build my independence, and I was starting to experience real personal growth. Then, I jumped into another 9 year relationship.

2017-right now I’m about at that point.

My teaching career that I quit towards the end of the COVID pandemic, I taught from 2012-2021 (9 years).

I know there is more than just those examples, but it’s crazy how our lives, can have these patterns, repeated over and over again. These patterns, these numbers, no matter what narcissists do, they cannot change those patterns, because those patterns are our life force, CHI.

Chi is the life force, it is the formula of creation.

CHI-RHO- is Christ, and Christ is within all of us.

Christ Consciousness is finding the Holy Trinity within yourself, within your life. Christ Consciousness is you connected yourself with the Father, Son, and the Holy Spirit. The Father, that is the divine energy, the Son, that is your Earthly form, The Holy Spirit is the ascended Spirit, the enlightened person. The life force, numerology, has creation patterns, and they can be found all throughout our lives. One of those creation patterns, for instance, is 3-6-9. This pattern, Nikola Tesla referred to as the “key to the universe”. Christianity calls it the Trinity formula.

3- Represents creativity, creation, growth, fertility, life, Chi, life force (the Father)

6- represents inner strength, harmony, balance, and alignment (the Son, (man, who was created on the sixth day)

9- represents inner rebirth, transformation, the divine, in mathematics this is referred to as the “non-physical axis”, or the non-physical realm. (the Holy Spirit)

These three things, carry the formula of creation.

But there are other creation patterns-

Another one I found through looking at the link between my numerology and others showed me another interesting creation pattern:

9-11-22

This pattern is very interesting because

9-represents that inner healing and transformation

11- represents and is often associated with Spiritual awakening

22- which is a Master Number, and also a number commonly referenced in the Bible. While it can be associated with chaos and revelation/judgement, it can also symbolize the completion of a major phase, which could include anything related to God’s plans.

This pattern is also creation. It represents the breaking of old cycles and patterns, the destruction of the old patterns, to bring us into the new, to bring balance, and peace, and harmony.

These patterns are everywhere. I recently have been looking at my baptism candle and symbolism on it. My candle contains the CHI-RHO cross, The triangle, the Dove (representing enlightenment and the Holy Spirit). At the bottom of the cross is a seashell (significant of creation), and two fish facing each other. This symbolism means so much more than we can even comprehend.

We are the fish that live our lives. If we live our lives through CHI-RHO, through Christ. If we follow those signs, it will lead us to the 3, that complete triangle, the complete circle at the top, or maybe Tesla would have called that a “complete circuit” of divine energy.

The Father—->the Son——>and the Holy Spirit

Mind——>body——>spirit

Love——>harmony——->peace

Creative energy + physical form ——> Enlightenment

That’s why artists like Da Vinci and others during the Rennaissance were very religious in nature. They weren’t just creating religious art. They were seeking Enlightenement, they were looking at creation.

So, let me be clear about this. Creation, does not just mean reproduction of human life. It also means, creative energy through art, expression, writing. All of these acts of creation are divine. All of these acts of creation bring us to a higher state of consciousness. All of these things are ways to receive the Holy Spirit. To feel God, to understand this world and your larger purpose in it. It is so much more than I was ever prepared to understand, but now, I’m starting to see it all, and how it connects.

I realize that this whole time, God had a plan for me. God has called me to do something extraordinary. He has also called you, yes, you, reading this, to do the same thing. You are a part of this magic as I am writing this, so thank you for that. Remember this. All of the answers to the problems in our world right now, all of the pressures we are facing, are God’s call. It is our time to help God. It is our time to achieve that state of being, to cross over from one way of being to another. It doesn’t matter how much money you have or where you live or anything like that. Anyone can become enlightened. You don’t have to be ready for it. But when it hits you, accept it, with open arms, and happiness, and joy. Even the difficult parts that hurt, that keep you up at night wondering what you are supposed to do. God is with you, he protects you, and he will not turn his back on you. All you have to do, is take the first step.