Something I’ve been meaning to tell you

I don’t know where quite to begin with or something I really have to tell you ,you’re not gonna believe this I find it hard to believe myself but it happened and when I tell you I want you to just consider how hard this outcome was for me to tell you . It all happened 10 years ago you thought that I was your same boy that you had that you raised not exactly true, this Mother’s Day on the rise I figured it’s time to tell you something I’ve been holding since that day in the hospital and I had that car accident. You could say that I can hear better than any person also I can hear better than any dog and you remember I would not want to go out at night specially during a full moon and I always made up some type of excuse not to donate my blood to those blood donations we had at school . Well the truth is I don’t know whether or not I have blood anymore in my veins or if I really have veins what I’m trying to say is that I am not human anymore I’m not sure if the real me is even still around but when I had an accident I went to the hospital they said they couldn’t do anything now I just have to live as a crippled for the rest of my life that is something that I couldn’t do I just couldn’t see living like that so there was somebody there that did experimental surgeries and he took me and said that he could make me walk again make my left side move again but it would just cost some thing that I would have to give up mean in my humanity. I don’t get sick anymore not like humans do anyways and my brain is faster than it ever has been the one reason being is that my brain is now an IBM yeah exactly right it’s now a computer yeah I still have memories of my life when I was human but now that my brain is computer the rest of my body cybernetic not only that but it’s mixed with a synthetic looking skin that’s made from a regenerative plant every time it gets cut it’s able to heal on its own. I don’t know if this feels good I’m telling you this always makes me feel like a failure because I didn’t tell you this before I don’t know why I waited so long to get this out but I just figured you had to know. So they get back on track my life now it’s just on full throttle everything and I am seeing doing touching‘s like it’s happening for the first time and moving fast faster than I ever thought I could handle but being a computer it’s just amazing on what I can do , and it’s definitely helping because I’m not afraid to do anything I don’t have a fear anymore but I’m thinking more logically now and how this can better impact my life I want I can do and what I can’t do. The strength the feel of the raw of power that I hold is amazing , i’m never gonna want to let this end but I had to let you know you have to know specially what I’m gonna be doing next to wonder how that even happen if I’m still alive but to let you know I am alive I can’t die I don’t even think it’s possible for me to die anymore looks like I can live forever. Well there we go that’s the whole gist of it that’s who I am now I should say that’s what I am now and with this new body and ability I’m going to be doing things that I never did before in my life I’m gonna make something of myself and that starts today so just keep an eye on the news and when you see things that seem impossible just remember that your son doing those things and I’ll always be out there trying to find a way to find my humanity or maybe to make others like me .