Seven Days..

Day#1

Dear Diary,

Yet, another day in class was so boring. *Yawn* I sat there wondering when the bell would ring. My teacher talked all day while I had this horrible headache, but today was interesting for the first time this school year. A guy across the way gave me the eye so I looked away for a second, then looked back at him. He still was starring while I smiled and looked away again. I was so shy that I looked down for the rest of class time.

Day#2

Here I am again, bored, but for some reason I am hopeful. The same guy I caught starring at me, has looked my way once again. I was too shy to stare longer than a second. As I looked from my peripheral vision, he still was smiling, but I kept my head down and smiled. I raised my hand for me to be excused to the restroom. I entered the restroom to look in the mirror to fix my hair and make-up. My inner thoughts told me, this could be a chance for love so I had to act accordingly. I walked back to the classroom with confidence in him, to recognize, I made myself more attractive for him.

Day #3

I stood at my locker as I put all of my books in the book-bag. *BANG!* Someone beside me slammed their locker door so it made me look up to see who it was and it was him... *Clank!* I bumped my head on the locker door so I could hide from him. (So embarrassing) The bell rings to warn students it's time to go to class. I closed my locker door and he was gone. Later that night, I started to question myself as I lay in the bed, wondering if those gazing eyes were for me. My eyes started closing unintentionally and I saw a small vision of "what if'' in my head. *Snoring*

Day # 4

Dear Diary,

Next morning, it's day four since I noticed his gazing eyes and beautiful smile. I sat in my chair and looked at the door to see who would be attending class. There is a part of me that wished the teacher would not walk into class, but of course, he did. Anyways, I watched the door as students were coming in, but I still didn't see him. That made me realize I cared about his well-being but could not let it show. The bell rung for everyone to be seated in class. I looked over to an empty seat of his and I instantly started to wonder why did I care that he missed class?

Day #5

OMG! There's a test so I have to ace it or my GPA would be a low score. I had panicked and questioned myself, “Did I do enough studying and reading to pass?’’ I had to stop worrying about if this guy was even worthy of being on my mind, as much as I needed to worry about my school assignments. I can't believe college has the nerve to be open on a Saturday but anything is possible these days. Anyways, there he is..

This is crazy, he has a class on Saturday as well as I did. I assumed he is making up for missing class yesterday. The teacher passed out all the tests to the few students in class. As the test begins, I could hear someone say "PShhT" I looked up and he tried to get my attention for an answer on the test. He was coding me "What answer is number 3?'' I smirked and coded back the answer. He replied " Thank You'' with a wink. I took the rest of my test with butterflies in my belly.

Day #6

WOW! It is Sunday, what a week I had in school. College is really interesting in all different aspects. Accomplishing goals and creating my destiny is something I believe college is preparing me for but I sit here and think, "Could college prepare me for love?'' I always wonder what could prepare me for love. Obsession and stalking is not love, it is a form of having control and power. Love is a form of pureness and somewhat of freedom. There is always a balance between the two in my opinion. This guy from class has my inner thoughts go into a state of mind as if he feels the same about love. I'm not going to make any sudden moves, I'm just going to let it all flow.

Day #7

Dear Diary,

We are all here back in class coming from the weekend. Everybody seemed like they had an interesting break from last week. He walks in, with the coolest walk I have not seen in forever, it made me giggle and no, I don't think he heard me either. He sat down and unpacked his bag. The teacher, as usual, made his announcements and told the class he is about to pass out tests scores. My test was finally delivered to me and I passed. "Yess!!!A+'' I looked over to see his expression and he seemed confident, but happy with his results. Time passes by and I looked over and caught him with the same stare from last week, the gazing eyes and smirk. Before I gave the same gesture back, I looked to my left to see if it could be someone else *deep sighs* and it was someone else, she was starring and smiling with the same gazing eyes and smirk. I looked down from embarrassment and proceed to look forward till class ended. The conclusion I came to, in this learning experience, is before you assume, always have facts. .