My first Publish Here

May 15, 2036:

Its been 17 years since the global impact. A new world, although, personally, I’d experienced the new millenniac’s in 1999? This was different, a pandemic of millennial demand!? Corona virus or Covid19, that’s how they announced it in 2019. I had heard so many accounts of what it was, that I started to disbelieve the news. (Let me tell you, I watched news regularly until then.) But they went to the worst, it became so big, and so viral, they had to chose. And “Wipe Out” was a small part of our current exhile that I am standing in. It’s 2036.

In the past, I remembered stress, this all included things like anxiety, separation, content & contentment, Depression, and knowing your class. But in this time line, it’s a more level playing field. Level in the sense that, i can walk it and live it, and have no fear, except for the locket I carry, it is beginning to get heavy. I have Seven Days!!! This is for the full moon. If i can find the key, from my twin, i can exist. This locket I carry is all that I have left from a time before Cholora! Just kidding! I loved romantic movies, that included history! I haven’t gone through FIVE lifetimes, for nothing though! If I can’t find that carrier with the key, i may never charge again! It’s a New Super Blood Moon, paired with a Lunar eclipse, and straightening up by mercury retrograde???? My challenges are mounting here, so i decided to get out of the wells house I’d stayed idle in for 17 years. It’s finally time for me to move on. And with a vengeance! Trust me Archangels and masters like are ready!

I had restricted myself to underground life. Hold your emotions and physical being hostage type, for 17 years!! Woohah! The Moon was set upon my face, I’m out. Coming out. Feeling Free. (However you resonate, i was feeling a thousand times released!) That first step hit me though. I had felt safe in my surroundings for 17 years, was blinded by the possibilities of a future. But that moonlight, seductive and promising, gave me hope. I chose to explore it.

Ive been out in this new world, people still are not trustworthy. Not even your favorite in life.. A veil was lifted. And my locket was clear. I didnt like it, though. I had lost the key carrier to my locket. My carrier was not with me, as this pandemic set in, or was I not with him? I had to know! We were 1800 miles apart. For enough time to matter!

I was still stationed, and he came to me. I had been supportive of my dying father in June 2019, but he had remained busy. Our daughter had a celebration that I was too far to attend, and he showed up late! I wish I had been there, but I know, now, I. Was exactly where I was meant to be. Glimpses from my thoughts to my new reality. Revisiting my life, has served me confusion. But I still need that key, I’m getting week. I gather strength from time to time from my kids reminding me. Funny as I’ve found they resonate with me, equally. We all total 11+11+11=33. Twins? 11/22/33 is a good number!

We have faught unrelentlessly since my last update. I got meaner than I ever wanted to be. I mirrored his actions from a few days ago. How, guides, do I continue this without a key? The last blast was 2022 at 11:11 am? Where is he?

Ive been in the desolate Regions of New Mexico, trying to find myself. It’s been chaos. Hot and dry, natural springs have given cleanliness relief, but be prepared to move quickly. Energy seekers are more than willing to suck the life out of you.

Retrograde is in full Force. I feel as though i am the enemy, to my twin, but this time, I’m not to my surroundings? It’s a progressive, and i still have my locket to show. Ive given my heart and life. Ive not, been more scared in my life..... But who holds the key?

I’m still on my search for that key carrier. The moon is in 7 days. Who carries my key? It’s getting heavy. And Ill fight to my death to find it.

I’ve reached the mountains of Colorado. Not so desolate, but the given path is really not mine to follow, so I choose one less written or directed for those less apt to follow. It has taken me 3 days for this journey. I’m losing time, and I’m scared. Did I chose the right path?