Mantras

Healing naturally from a Traumatic life has been a very painful experience. I had to learn and unlearn a lot Toxic behavior that had been imprinted in my Brain, my life, by my own family.

I had no idea, as these were the people I grew up with. I had forgiven our fucked up childhood. 38 years later I learned they knew of a Murder and did not think to tell me?? This is my Father, A Veteran who paid for my presence, not only that left us money, not only that.. tomorrow marks 39 years after the Murder and I have yet to know what my Mother has done with my cut of the Social Security Survivors Benefits in the sum of $216,000 approximately that is owed to myself and younger brother. Granted we went to Disney & Universal Studios but we needed was a home and education, we had neither.

My mother lost the house, I experienced homelessness over 20 years ago, I paid for my own education but if you ask those people who is Diana Costas... they’ll tell you she’s crazy... crazy enough to uncover a lot of lies, grime, and crime.

Again I had no idea, I was too busy being homeless and getting my life together but to them I am trash. I have emails, text and voicemails. This family tried their very best to make me fail to justify our Mother’s ugly affair.

Remember children have nothing to do with their parents mistakes, because I look and act like my Father.. I was hated but they never told me why so I had to find out on my own. To sum up my experience of 2021 in one word would be; Revelations.

I had no idea on many things! Forever and a day proud I decided to stop everything and work on me not them. They raised me to serve them, wrong.. I do not serve you, I serve my creator. I had to train and raise myself properly in 2021 because by the age of 39, I realized this Family, those people are all failures.

The very same people who slandered my name one year ago are all failures.

While they slandered me, I worked on myself and created The Vibe Podcast.

While they slandered me, I wrote a book!

How Spirituality Saved My Life is available at Writers Republic.com, Amazon.com, Barnes and Noble.com! Not yet ready for in stores sales but I do wonder.. why did these people slander me?

My life will teach that regardless of whom they are in relation to you, if they cannot respect you they do not belong in your circle. This includes Family, very sad that they thought I would inherit my mothers Dimentia, rather than get her proper medical attention. When you don’t treat a person medically, we are ok’ing trauma and this behavior is not acceptable for children.

Over one year ago my mother had to leave my home, her children nearly destroyed my life. Today I say this, No one can take what God has for you..no one.

The only person that can cause you to fail is you.. I don’t fail darling, my name is Diana Costas the Motherfucking Mark!

I’ve turned tragedy into triumph! Through the wire vibes! But my name is not Kanye West and I could not have done what I have accomplished without music, prayer and mantras as they have helped me tremendously in this journey. I needed to learn to accept that some folks, including my own Mother could not tolerate me because of my father.

This is called, Rejection and it’s actually ok to be rejected by your family. You are not here for them, I’m here for my children and the future not the past and what my mother did back in the 80’s.. say this Mantra when feeling rejected. “Even when I am afraid, I take risks that serve my highest and greatest good.”

Rather than make rash decisions, always look at the bigger picture. My life was literally Scarface material but I learned from bad guys, I don’t do as bad guys.. I write!