I Dated a Psychopath

We met in another game, dated a few months before I started playing life after and he followed. I thought he was as nice as he claimed. He has all my logins and credited it to him being cheated on by his ex. I did not ask for his as I thought I could trust him, but I do have his life after login but we have different OS.

Maybe worth noting, he always complains that he’s having a hard time financially and asks for money, in thousands of USD. I stupidly complied. Even when we decided to meet, I paid for everything. Flights, food, hotel, transport, gifts. Everything. Also, he top-up his account multiple times.

Long story short, after over a year together, a girl in the game put pics of them hugging, called him nicknames on his board and they play together at dawn when I’m asleep (I stayed awake two days and found out). He claimed that she’s a guy. Borrowed a friend’s phone just to open his account and saw all their lovey-dovey messages, asking for calls, etc. He tried to gaslight me and everything. He even had the audacity to tell me that she’s “the prettiest girl (he has) ever seen in any game ever”. I ended up demanding all his logins and we didn’t break up.

But then.. from the logins, I found out that he was never serious about us. To his friends, he always claimed to be single. Even when he came “to meet me” he messaged other girls from another game who lives in my city to meet, claiming he’s there for work. Also on Tinder. I found multiple overnight hotel bookings in the name of a girl. Confronted him about it and he went to say that he initially get close to me only to use me but that everything is different now. That he genuinely cares and loves me now. Being young and dumb, I fell for it. And for the hotel bookings, claimed his friend used his phone to book them.

Happened not once, not twice, not thrice and I don’t even keep count anymore how many times. Once a cheater always a cheater, right? And here I always thought those people who stayed with their cheating partner were dumb - they should just leave.. right? Right? I wish it was as easy as I thought.

Then the last one comes. This time he didn’t ask me to stay. We broke up. I cried for days. He was my only friend in the game since he never let me play with anyone else, so I was alone. After some time, I met someone in the game who would play with me and accompany me - Z. Few weeks go by, and out of the blue my ex gave me a tag in the game, “Baby”. He kept logging into my account when I was online and read all my chats with Z. We’re just friends so there’s nothing weird in there. Ex bf got mad, contacted Z and his camp mates and officials, even mentioned Z on the speaker saying bad things about him. Begged to get back together because the last girl was “bad”. Z pulled away, telling me he doesn’t wanna get in a fight with someone over a girl. I don’t blame him.

I didn’t wanna get back together with him. Not after he confessed of having seen their naked bodies.

He called me in the middle of the night when I was just about the sleep, asking to get back together. I didn’t really accept it but I was tired and he assumed I did.

We’re still “together” now, disappointing I know. I promised myself that I’ll leave him as soon as my account is sold (it hasn’t) so let’s hope I keep my promise to myself this time.