Hookup disaster

To this date this is by far the most mortifying experience to have happened to me and yet I can't help but cringe everytime I revisit the embarrassing truth of it.

I was really into surfing Craigslist at the time and came across an add that said background dancer wanted in a small online series. Immediately intrigued, I sent a message to the email attached. Quickly I received a reply saying they were interested and to meet at the address in the reply. I was stoked! So I prepared my things for the shoot and headed there. It was at a nearby residence.

One of the guys lived there who I also thought was incredibly attractive as well. We ended up exchanging numbers. I met up with him and his roomate and seemed to talk more to his Roomate. We ended up leaving to head back to his house and made a detour on the way. Got stuck and traffic with his Roomate and I revive a text saying that he wasn't home he went out to another bar because he thought we had left together and was offended. It wasn't like that for me but I had to kind of calm him down while being firm on the phone saying that I wasn't interested in his Roomate and he was mistaken. Ended up going back to his house for him to return an hour later just sitting playing quarters with his Roomate. Needless to say it was ackward and a definite miscommunication.

We ended up seeing each other sporadically after that, I forgave him for being rude and we had an intense physical relationship but that was it. It had been a long time since I had seen him last and had our rendezvous. It carried on for some time but we never wanted a relationship and kept it casual as we could.

It had been a couple years since I had heard from him and I was thinking of texting him but then I received his text. Come over. My heart starts to race and I start to feel sensations. So I get ready to go over there.

All is going good until it happens. The one thing that nobody wants to talk about or address but something that is inevitable. Like a horror scene I had started my period right then and there mid action. The shock and disgust was unbearable and I don't think I put my clothes on faster. The biggest turn off and the frantic panicking of how to get it off the bedsheets I wanted to help but get the hell out of there!!

Literally running out the door in panic disgust and horror he followed behind me trying to be like a gentlemen but the ackwardness of the situation was too much to bear. He wanted to make me feel better but you could tell it was just way too much.I went from dancing in the car excited and happy to absolute embarrassment and crying. The dynamic actually kind of makes me laugh thinking about it just because I was so happy and then so embarrassed.

There were so many emotions that I felt during that drive back. Regret that I didn't realize that it was about that time and I that I thought I knew when it would happen. Anger because damn that was some embarrassing ass thing to happen like why me? Why did I have to ruin something so fun with something so not. I knew that I ruined the hookup with that happening cause what guy is going to want to see you again after that??

Sometimes life has a way of humbling you and this was mine. To this day I have not heard from him personally other than a Facebook like or two but I think that it scarred us both and I have a feeling I won't be hearing from him ever again.