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"From Crush to Heartbreak: A Love Story"

Learning to Let Go and Move Forward"

By Aqsa MuqaddasPublished 3 years ago 5 min read
"From Crush to Heartbreak: A Love Story"
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When I was a kid, there was a girl in my class named Emily. She was always kind, funny, and smart, and I had a crush on her from the moment we met. We remained friends as we grew up, and I always held a little flame for her, even when we started high school together.

In high school, Emily and I were part of the same group of friends. We hung out all the time, went to parties, and did all the usual teenage things. But I was too scared to tell her how I felt, for fear of ruining our friendship or making things awkward. I contented myself with simply being near her and enjoying her company.

One day, Emily asked if I wanted to go for a walk after class. We strolled around the school track, chatting and laughing as usual. But then, Emily grew quiet and looked at me with a serious expression.

"Can I tell you something?" she asked, her eyes downcast.

"Of course," I said, my heart racing.

"I think I have a crush on someone," she said, her voice barely above a whisper.

I felt my heart sink a little. But then, she looked up at me with a smile and said, "It's you."

I couldn't believe it. My crush had a crush on me! We talked for hours that day, sharing our feelings and dreams for the future. We started dating soon after, and it felt like the world was ours for the taking.

We went to college together, studying different subjects but always finding time for each other. We supported each other through hard times and celebrated each other's successes. Emily was my rock, my confidant, and my best friend. I loved her more than anything.

After graduation, we got jobs in different cities. It was tough being apart, but we made it work. We visited each other whenever we could and talked on the phone every night. We planned for the future, dreaming of the day when we could be together all the time.

Then one day, Emily called me with some great news. She had been offered a job in my city and was moving in with me. I was overjoyed. Finally, we could be together all the time, and I could wake up every day next to the girl I loved.

The first few days were amazing. We explored the city, decorated our apartment, and fell asleep in each other's arms. It felt like we were in high school again, where everything was simple and perfect. But then, one night, Emily sat me down and told me that she needed to talk to me.

"I love you," she said, looking at me intently. "But I don't think I'm in love with you anymore."

My heart felt like it was breaking. How could the girl I loved more than anything suddenly not love me back? Emily tried to explain that she still cared for me, but that her feelings had changed. She wanted to stay friends, but she understood if I needed some space.

I was devastated. The girl of my dreams, the one I had loved for so long, didn't feel the same way anymore. I tried to be understanding and supportive, but it was hard. I missed her terribly, but I didn't know how to be around her without feeling hurt.

Months went by, and Emily and I slowly drifted apart. We still talked occasionally, but it wasn't the same. I tried to move on, to find someone else to love, but it wasn't easy. Emily had taken a piece of my heart with her when she left, and I didn't know how to get it back.

Eventually, I came to terms with the fact that my heartbreak was a part of life, and that it was time to let go. I started focusing on myself, pursuing my hobbies and interests, and spending time with friends and family. It wasn't easy, but I slowly started to heal.

Years went by, and I thought less and less about Emily. I dated other people and even fell in love again, but it was never quite the same. Emily remained a bittersweet memory, a reminder of my first love and my first heartbreak.

Then, one day, I got a message from Emily. She was coming to town for a work conference and wanted to know if we could meet up. I was hesitant at first, but I realized that I had nothing to lose. We agreed to meet at a coffee shop downtown.

As soon as I saw her, I felt all the old feelings come flooding back. Emily looked older and more mature, but she still had the same kind eyes and bright smile that had captured my heart so many years ago. We hugged, and I felt a surge of warmth and familiarity.

We talked for hours, catching up on each other's lives and reminiscing about old times. Emily told me about her job and her travels and her new boyfriend. I tried to listen and be supportive, but it was hard to hear about her life without feeling a twinge of jealousy and sadness.

As we were getting ready to leave, Emily looked at me seriously and said, "I need to tell you something."

"What is it?" I asked, my heart racing.

"I'm sorry," she said, her eyes filling with tears. "I'm sorry for the way I ended things between us. I was scared and confused, and I didn't know how to handle my feelings. But I want you to know that I always loved you, in my own way."

I felt tears welling up in my own eyes. It was like a weight had been lifted from my heart. I realized that I had been holding on to so much hurt and resentment, when all Emily had wanted was to be honest with me.

"I forgive you," I said, reaching out to hold her hand. "I always loved you too, Emily. And I always will, in my own way."

We hugged one last time, and then Emily left. But this time, I didn't feel the same sadness and longing. Instead, I felt a sense of peace and closure. Emily would always hold a special place in my heart, but I knew that it was time to move on and let go.

As I walked home, I realized that my crush had taught me so much about love and life. It had been painful at times, but it had also been beautiful and transformative. I was grateful for the memories and the lessons, and I knew that they would stay with me forever.

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