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Even Her Best Friend Never Knew — But Her Phone Knows

Some stories stay locked behind a screen

By SwathiPublished 9 months ago 4 min read

She smiled every single day. Her laughter was loud and contagious, echoing through rooms and brightening the hearts of everyone around her. People couldn’t help but be drawn to her energy. She was always there, always giving, always the one to lift others up when they felt low.

To the world, she seemed perfect, unstoppable, and unbreakable. She was the one people called when they needed advice, when they felt down, or simply when they needed a shoulder to lean on. And, in a way, she was always there for them. But in reality, no one knew the weight she carried.

Even her best friend—her closest confidant—believed she was the strongest girl in the world. They had shared their dreams, their fears, their childhood memories, and their secrets. They had spent years together, talking for hours, laughing over silly jokes, and comforting each other in hard times. But despite everything, there was something that even her best friend didn’t know. Something too painful to say, too difficult to explain.

Because her real story, the one filled with heartbreak and quiet desperation, lived in the most unlikely place: her phone.

Her phone saw everything the world didn’t. It knew the late-night tears that fell silently while everyone else was asleep. It knew the texts she wrote and then deleted before anyone could see them. It knew the photos she took when she felt like no one would understand the sadness in her eyes, the photos she kept hidden in a private album. It knew the music she listened to when she wanted to feel understood, when she wanted to lose herself in the lyrics that echoed her heartache. And it knew the notes she wrote, full of thoughts too raw, too real, too painful to share with anyone.

She smiled through it all. But her phone knew the truth.

She laughed with everyone. But her phone heard the silence in her voice when no one was listening. She helped others find their way, but inside, she was lost. She was always there for people—giving them advice, supporting them, comforting them—but no one knew how deeply she was struggling to keep herself together.

Her phone was her sanctuary. It held all the parts of her no one else could see.

The camera roll wasn’t filled with happy selfies or pictures from fun nights out. No, it was filled with screenshots of quotes that hit too close to home. Quotes that spoke of pain, of exhaustion, of feeling alone in a crowded room. There were pictures of places she longed to visit, dreams she couldn’t reach, and memories of moments that left her with a lump in her throat.

And the notes app was her heart’s secret place. In there, she wrote things that made her feel vulnerable and raw. She wrote about the days when she felt invisible, when she thought she couldn’t go on, when she wondered if anyone truly cared. There were days when the weight of the world felt like it was crushing her, and all she could do was type out the words she couldn’t say out loud: “I’m tired,” “I feel so alone,” “I wish I could just disappear.” These words weren’t meant for anyone to read. They were for her, a way to release some of the pain, to let it out before it consumed her.

But even in her darkest moments, even when she felt like everything was falling apart, she still had to show up. She still had to wear the mask of the strong, confident person everyone expected her to be. She couldn’t let anyone see how deeply she was hurting, how scared she was, how much she needed someone to hold her and say, “It’s okay, you’re not alone.”



The truth was, she didn’t know how to ask for help. She didn’t want to burden anyone with her pain. Her best friend—who knew her so well, who was always by her side—never saw the cracks in her smile. Never saw the tears that threatened to spill when she was alone. Even her closest friend couldn’t see how fragile she really was, because she had become so skilled at hiding it.

Her phone became her only friend, her only confidant. It was where she poured out her heart without fear of judgment, where she found comfort in the music, the quotes, the notes, and the photos that told the story no one else knew. It was the one place where she didn’t have to pretend.

But there was a danger in this. Because when you’re always pretending to be fine, you start to believe your own lies. She convinced herself that if no one else saw her pain, it didn’t exist. She convinced herself that as long as she kept smiling, everything would be okay. But deep down, she knew it wasn’t true.

Her phone knew the truth, but no one else did. And that, in itself, was a kind of loneliness.

Because when you carry so much inside, when you’re constantly holding everything in and never letting anyone in, it feels like no one truly sees you. No one really knows you. You’re surrounded by people, but you’re still alone.

But remember, there’s always more to the story. There’s always more behind the smile, behind the laugh, behind the act. And sometimes, the only one who knows the truth is the phone they hold in their hand.

Bad habitsChildhoodDatingEmbarrassmentFamilyFriendshipHumanitySchoolSecretsStream of ConsciousnessTabooTeenage yearsWorkplace

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