Dear Mom,

Hey ma, guess what I just smoked the fattest pinner joint and my aura and atmosphere feels like rainbows and unicorns. Such a blessing. I'm safe and comfy at my roommate's house, I pray to the higher power that my smooth transition to my permanent new home is the best I have ever experienced. I hope I never have to leave the house where I reside. I love it here, especially when I am alone and at peace even if I got a sweet buzz. It is heaven on earth. I cannot stand to think about being homeless that one way again, it will land me in lockup or dead and I cannot have that happen to me. I love being a success story, not a dead door nail, or locked up or getting the death penalty because a slum lord did me wrong and more than once. Slum lords, hate them big time. I hope the higher power will forgive me for feeling that way towards slum lords. It hurts to not be in permanent housing for life. It hurts very bad. It is the worst being homeless with no one to help me and keep me safe and off the street as much as I need. I feel like unicorns and rainbows with guardian angels all around me thus far. I get irritated and depressed but today is a very good day. I wish I was not feeling stressed earlier today, but at least now I feel better. I had a bad dream, so horrible I accidentally sharted on my bed, get it, a fart mixed with the gross stuff, ew. Ma, I just accidentally sliced my finger with blade cutting open a pack of bacon. Gotta do my job and stay busy as an author to get the shit off of my brain therefore it stops bothering me with the flashbacks. When I experience any type of trauma I get shell shocked by flashbacks. I hate it so fucking much hot damn it. I just washed my hands and applied a new band aid. I am so poor ma I just wish I would let myself come up. I hate being without money. I hate being broke it is doing something to my spirit. Penniless and need more hygiene items. I hate being so poor. I want to make five thousand stories within a couple weeks or so, or more than six thousand stories just to see how it makes my wallet better so I can have a sweet situation financially. I hope to structure and create some novels for vocal+ for real in the near future. If you believe in God ma please pray for me and anyone in the family who has a prayer closet please ask them to pray to the higher power as well therefore my situation will become brighter. I see a bright ass light at the end of the tunnel even though I do feel depressed and lonely and all alone I still see something great in my future and it is self made financial empowerment. I have been penniless for a long time mom because I have been so scared to hold anything because someone robbed me at gun point back in the day. I love this house that I live at and I hope one day it will be my house and that my work via vocal+ will so get my house bills paid and that would be possible if my roommate were to write a will and get legal people to help insure that I can get this house in my name off of a will being wrote out. I want to live comfortably permanently, I feel like I deserve it and I hope the higher power just makes it be and so be it. Hopefully our higher power will grant us the best that we need.