Confessions of a Former Alcoholic Part 8

Just recently, after returning from a Middle Eastern vacation, I smoked 15 packs of cigarettes in 3 days. I think it's a record for me. Either because I have too many lungs, or it looks like I'll die of lung cancer in 10 years.

I chose to complete all of my work in Europe since I am unable to go to the United States otherwise. The economic crisis and the need to keep individuals from becoming alcoholics are the reasons for this. I believe I've given up on everything at this point. Long, lead a normal life.

To sum up, everyone must now lead a normal life. I just found out that my university closest buddy is bisexual, and I'm relieved that he didn't bind me to the bed during our hotel stay.

According to his own statement during the phone call, "I am now pursuing a serious relationship." My sole thought was: What gender is he interested in having a committed relationship with?

I thought about this issue for 4 hours while drunk. Let this be the joke of this writing

I realized that my thoughts were stressing me out, and I was drinking because of stress. I swear I'm tired of people constantly playing mind games. I genuinely want authentic people in my life now, but for some reason, every person I talk to seems to be trying to outsmart me with their mind games.

My native language is very suitable for creative writing, and the people in my own country live in a world where they cannot do business, and I do not like the people of my own country. That is why I only educate other people. (The author even hates his own family.That's why he even wants the family culture to disappear.)

In this part, I mean that individuals tend to see others they are emotionally connected to as weak and attempt to treat them the way they want to be treated. Boundaries are crucial because of this.

To measure the IQ of those I encounter, I often act foolish. Because of an unpleasant experience I had when I was seven years old, I learnt to never trust anybody.

Now that I've told my own reality, let me tell you a little about the funny moments of the past 5 months.

• Usually, people who start drinking in the morning start talking behind my back and I always listen to what they hear. One of them was bitten by a dog while he was calling out to his other friend.
• At one point, I was drinking 4 more beers next to the garbage and I witnessed a 16-year-old stabbing his friend for the sake of a kitten.(I don't know what kind of dream world they were in.)
• The last memory I remember was drinking beer next to the garbage and a motorcyclist crashed while looking at me. That was the memory that made me laugh the most.(It's true that I live a bit of a fantasy life.)

The IQ of humans in the present day seems to be on par with that of those before World War I. The digital world may be the cause of this. These days, we just live in a matrix.

The real question for a person who needs to control himself is this: Do you want to have control in the matrix or do you want to be just a simple character in the matrix?

If there's one thing I've learned, it is that my understanding comes from the products I consume and how people observe them. Accordingly, I can say that I've learned how to invest in the stock market.

Cigarette and alcohol manufacturing enterprises are often designated as "non-bankrupt companies." This is due to the fact that they are among the businesses that have been in operation for more than a century and are involved in the food sector. These days, I pay close attention to the brand and manufacturer of the cigarettes I consume.