Confessions of a Former Alcoholic Part 6

As a social drinker, I've begun to have one beer or glass of red wine every week. A normal existence is a great thing. I began getting up early and going for walks. Do you know the morning routines? It really keeps you energetic.

So I believe I may progressively discontinue alcohol use for up to a month before quitting smoking permanently. You may be aware that these are legal medications that are addicting. It would be advantageous to stay a social drinker without developing an addiction.

I began smoking at age 14 and drinking at age 16. Now that I am 30, I have chosen to leave everything behind and become a role model for youngsters by participating in a variety of cultural activities.

I've just begun attending to church and feel like I've become a Catholic. I've begun to feel great when I chat to folks at church. Even though I don't really like people, I miss chatting to them.

I realized tonight during church that I really want to start a family. Everyone's ideas may vary, but I discovered the real God at church. Throughout my schooling in my own nation, I was given incorrect information. If I want to post anything here, I don't notify anybody anymore. Because they continuously stab me in the back, and at the end of the day, everyone is just concerned with their own interests. When I was 29, I realized that I wasn't like my biological family. (My biological family married during the epidemic, therefore I aim to connect solely online once I become 30. Similarly, if I establish a family and have children, I will not show them.)

No matter how much fear you instill in people, they will always try to lie and escape you.

Tell the truth, and people will not believe you until they understand it. So leave everyone alone and let them to accept responsibility for their own acts. Just mind your own business. Even if you're eating supper with your family, take your meal and go to your room.

Any doubt that arises in your mind is real. As a result, I no longer care about anyone, not even my closest friends. They never supported me during my darkest moments. This trait is what makes a person evil and self-interested. (My dark triad also awakened here, but the will of my brain and soul is still with me.That's why I plan to die alone.)

I hope you don't read these lines and meet a person like me, but it seems like I'll be traveling the world helping people as a social worker.

People never help each other, our world is now a world of only interests and you have to think of your own interests.

Clear thinking often appear after the age of 30. Normally, a person wishes to own a home and marry a lady, but these are quite common today. While everyone desires these things, I aspire to be a role model for others.

Since we have poured out our hearts in this article, I can finally say that after 5 months, I have slowly reached the point where I can establish my own routine.

I believe I will pursue my master's degree in the same country where I will be founding a new museum. Let's just say that my current aims are ambitious.

Regrettably, individuals only make development depending on their actions and reactions in the modern world. We have no control over the situation. The people need to have the ability to have a strong will and to live in harmony.