Confessions of a Former Alcoholic Part 5

While I was working on my own projects for five months, I noticed I was no longer living an antisocial lifestyle at home. Under the influence of alcohol, I began caressing and feeding cats practically outdoors. while previous traumas returned, cats helped me overcome them, and while I strolled the streets, more ideas came to mind. Now I am working on these projects.

I calculated the amount I spent on tobacco and alcohol products in 5 months and it amounts to around 10 thousand dollars.

Also, I'm 30 years old and have solved not to help anyone, even my childhood friends. I previously assisted a buddy who was attempting suicide, but when I begged for his assistance three months ago, he refused. That is why I fully disconnected from all of my social media accounts. The lesson I've learnt is that instead of only aiding these folks, I now consider myself and animals (particularly cats).

If you're wondering why, it was beneficial for me to disengage from social media. Everyone is now using social media, playing games, and so forth. Let me tell you about a situation. In the city where I reside, birds sing between 3 and 6 a.m., and I remain up simply to hear them.

This is a private, calm hobby that I found and do not discuss with anybody. Because individuals currently just use their cell phones to snap images of tourist attractions, which is being squandered by businesses. Privacy is crucial in the modern era.

I believe I could even bring the phrase "beer index" into economics. As an alcoholic, I learned about the stock market.

I am finally stopping booze and smokes since we will begin real work in the year 2025 next month, September and I strongly recommend being careful about who you spend time with, especially if you're trying to quit an addiction. This is a person with a mental age of 40 speaking, and now you must be highly discriminatory.

Ignorance is a lovely thing. People frequently deceive you, and those who do so either have financial interests or plan to profit from them.

My will is almost unbreakable. Because I have so much experience at the age of thirty. I do not trust my family, nor do I trust them. I didn't even attend my nephew's birthday since I can't bear my own family anymore. Because all I feel is fury, and I don't want to feel anything else.

Today, the novel 1984 is a real thing thanks to the digital world. Technology companies, in particular, can use people's data for ridiculous purposes. This is why people are abandoning social media.

When you read these lines, you might ask, "Why aren't you getting treatment for alcoholism?" I'm not getting psychological treatment because my family will use this against me. My family had a wedding during the pandemic and risked people's lives. After the last trauma they inflicted on me, we have old a Turkish proverb: "spare the rod and spoil the child"

Normally, I am not a person who is against violence, but now I am thinking of beating people by legal means when necessary.I would recommend that you generally maintain a firm attitude towards people you can no longer tolerate.

I feel better as an individual now that I no longer have an emotional tie with my family, and I am certain that I will do all possible to guarantee that the money I make does not pass down to my other family members.

Finally, if you're feeling anxious, touch or assist a cat. It's the finest thing in the world.