Confessions of a Former Alcoholic Part 28

After abstaining from alcohol for a while, I went out for a drink with friends one weekend, and it's realistic to say that all my efforts were for nothing.

The permanent traumas from my past are beginning to come back along with my new life that began six months ago.

This is the reason I've resolved to finally seek help for my mental health issues; I feel like my head is exploding. I should just break ties with everybody who brings up the subject of alcohol.

The music I listen to, the books I read, and every person I meet reminds me of alcohol. My psychiatrist suggested I exercise. My body has finally realized its potential, and it feels like my alter ego has awakened.

The music I listen to, the books I read, and every person I meet reminds me of alcohol. My psychiatrist suggested I exercise. My body has finally realized its potential, and it feels like my alter ego has awakened.

My desire for revenge is truly intense, and that's why I'm really investigating whether people make mistakes knowingly or unknowingly.

Looking back, I can see my faith and my history. ""Get revenge for what was done to you." Life or God seems to be saying that.I can't tell whether the opportunities that come my way are from God or the devil. Though I am aware that Satan was once a divine angel, the lessons I learned from the individuals I encountered encouraged me to let go of vengeance and let the devil go from my life. This is how I strengthen my resolve.

My logic leads me to this conclusion: "If my true potential comes out from drinking alcohol, I prefer to let my self-control talent come out."

Because I don't want other artists to go through what I went through or develop a dependency to drugs or alcohol, I'm writing this book. These are for your enjoyment only, but you'll require mental preparation for an array of difficulties. (Those who deal with anxiety may already be aware of this.)

The true potential of a person always lies in the subconscious, but I believe that he or she should remain his or her own, away from people.

From artists to entrepreneurs, I am very acquainted with a lot of people. In this world, everyone is caught up in their thoughts. Those of you who consider me a close friend should either endanger my life or consider what I can do for you; I am an excellent example.

You never know who you could meet in a new place; every 10 people you meet might turn out to be your best friend or worst rival. If I may add anything. (I've seen even the closest of friends becoming each other's worst enemies—only to be the first to greet one other in a welcoming way in the afterlife. Why? Because fighting has given way to peace.)

I polled others around me and carefully considered what they said. Never, ever, ever make a passing remark about someone else's life; you might have your own experiences to share.

Keep in mind that the world only harms nice people. Alcohol is the source of my success and potential, but I've decided to be quiet instead of successful and angry.

That is, I believe, why all my friends and family insist that I will become a great teacher.

As far as I can tell, the Bible—the holy book of Christianity—is the inspiration for all of these books on self-help. Reading the Bible led me to believe that most self-help books are full of empty claims. The journey that would eventually lead me to become a writer begins here.