Confessions of a Former Alcoholic Part 22

It is definitely a lesson for people to learn about the awful facts of life. I can honestly tell that the social experiment I performed on myself and my findings regarding the causes of alcoholism caused me a great deal of suffering.

Since half of the country where I reside is alcoholic, I can see how alcohol products negatively impact many people's life.

I can claim that they benefit from consuming alcohol. They are unhappy and have something that doesn't make them happier, which is why they are like this.

You must thus be cautious about who you surround yourself with, or else you may come across individuals who will have a detrimental impact on your life.

People usually advise you to be emotional and honest, but this won't help you in any way. When someone inflicts harm on another, they undergo a transformation and develop a strong desire for retribution.

"Why do I experience such a profound desire for revenge?" is a question I contemplate frequently. I've reached the following conclusion in my quest to comprehend my emotions in life.

Considering what you've said, I can now state that "revenge brings the most beautiful success." Fear and pressure should always rule people. A person's potential is revealed when they experience damage. I am a person who behaves like an agent and a businessman.

Trauma has plagued me since I was seven years old, and my greatest ambitions are "revenge and success." Now, as I swiftly transform into the person I fear, I pen this down.

I have lost sight of my original purpose. to choose which country would be ideal for raising a peaceful family and preparing my three girls to be fighters.

I want them to grow up in heaven, understand what hell is like, and behave appropriately. That my kids, who will carry on my family's traditions, live in prosperity and tranquility is the last thing I desire from the lady I now adore. I'm ruining my culture and my family because of this.

People often succumb to their emotions. Men pursue their feelings; women want wealth and power. Isn't that a shame?

My father's talent came down to me, while I inherited my mother's youth and physical attributes. In addition, he is my older brother and has his own first kid. I admire his noble intentions, even if he was raised as a total fool.

Every science in my nation has a name that is suitable for it, yet I still have the resolve to stop anything from occurring in my culture. Since I have nieces and nephews of my own, I don't engage in such behavior. In order for my family to receive all of my fortune, I want to leave them a wealthy, well-educated, and cultured family. I've discovered the ideal lady. I am undergoing therapy for that reason.

My surname means "brave," but I was trained as a smart warrior. If necessary, I would be a successful person if I joined the military in my country.

However, I discovered that I am a trader and an entrepreneur, and I am now attempting to teach others similar skills.

I only teach individuals whom I choose to educate because social media has made many people naive. People are not guilty of "thought crimes," which clarifies my point.

When he was young, my father was found guilty of conscience and sentenced to jail. I'm pleased to merely write my ideas now that I've at last located a nation where I can move.My kids will be able to grow up in peace and health, at least.

To allow them to grow up in peace, I'm establishing my own business in a Canadian town. I am now receiving therapy because I am aware of the difficult circumstances in the nation. If nothing else, I'll be able to provide my kids with a passport, allowing them to travel the globe and peacefully embrace their femininity. All I want is for the potential grooms to be actual guys.Allow them to adopt and raise well-rounded children with bright futures, even if they choose not to become married.

My family now supports me in this matter, and I am finally at peace. My last wish is to settle in Canada and establish companies that will last for centuries.

I'm going to Canada and shutting my business in England. I can at least point them in that direction.

I'll be in Canada in two years, it seems.This is because I have been working fifteen hours a day. At least my job prevents me from drinking.

I shall at least leave them with the heritage of being actors, artists, or innovators. Upon obtaining the passport, I must go back to my home country.Someone must undertake this task.