I Fired Fear, Hired Faith

Sometimes, the hardest battles we fight are the ones against ourselves. Today, I’m reflecting on what it means to conquer self-sabotage. This journey is deeply personal, yet universal. We all have moments when we hold ourselves back—whether it’s fear, doubt, or trauma whispering lies into our ears. But lately, I’ve realized something profound: the antidote to this inner turmoil is submission—not to the fear, but to Allah.

When I choose to obey Allah wholeheartedly, I’m reminded that His guidance is not a restriction but a liberation. Following His path has become my compass, aligning my actions with His divine wisdom. It’s not always easy; sometimes, it feels like walking through a dense fog, unsure of what lies ahead. But I’ve learned to trust that Allah’s light will guide me, step by step, if I remain steadfast.

Another key to this journey has been listening to my gut feeling—a gift I’ve often ignored. The more I attune myself to my intuition, the more I see it as a subtle nudge from Allah. It’s a reminder to pause, to reflect, to act with intention. And it’s a call to choose myself, my dreams, my life, and my being over the shadows of fear and trauma that once held me captive.

Choosing myself doesn’t mean being selfish. It means recognizing that Allah created me with a purpose. I owe it to Him to nurture this life He’s given me, to pursue my dreams, and to thrive. I’m learning to be kind to myself, to forgive my missteps, and to rise above the inner critic that’s all too eager to point out my flaws.

Fear and trauma still linger, as they often do. They’re persistent companions, but they no longer define me. Each time they rear their heads, I remind myself that Allah’s mercy is greater than any of my struggles. I turn to Him in prayer, seeking His help, guidance, and protection. And with every prayer, I feel a little stronger, a little more anchored in His love.

I pray that this journey of self-conquering is one filled with blessings, ease, and light. May Allah grant me wisdom, serenity, and the courage to keep moving forward. And may He bless everyone walking their own path to healing and growth. This life is a gift, and I’m determined to honor it—not just for myself, but for the One who gave it to me.

To anyone reading this, if you’re battling your own inner saboteur, know that you’re not alone. Trust in Allah, listen to your heart, and take that first step toward living the life you were meant to lead. We’re all in this together, striving, praying, and growing. May our journeys be filled with everything good and beyond. Aamiin.