DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE

I AM A SILENT GIRL.. I DON'T KNOW HOW TO TALK WITH OTHERS....I DON'T KNOW HOW TO MAKE FRIENDS.....I DONT KNOW THE REASON "WHY I AM LIKE THAT?" I DONT KNOW. I WANT TO TALK WITH OTHERS, I WANT TO MAKE FRIENDS...BUT I WAS NEVER ABLE TO DO IT ..AND I THINK THAT I WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO DO IT.. ITS HARD FOR ME TO DO IT....

I AM NOT LIKE OTHERS.....

I AM NOT SURE ABOUT THE REASON OF MY OWN BEHAVIOUR AND PERSONALITY....I DON'T KNOW.....MAY BE ITS THE AFTER EFFECT OF MY CHILDHOOD EXPERIENCES......

WHEN I WAS A CHILD......

PEOPLE AROUND ME NEVER GAVE ANY ATTENTION TO ME....I DON'T KNOW WHY, BUT MAY BE I AM NOT GOOD ENOUGH TO TAKE THEIR ATTENTION...OR MAY BE I AM NOT CUTE ENOUGH TO HAVE THEIR CARE....I DON'T KNOW...
SINCE MY CHILDHOOD EVEN MY OWN SCHOOL TEACHERS WERE NEVER TOOK CARE OF ME.... THEY ALWAYS TREATS OTHER KIDS LIKE THEIR OWN CHILD... BUT THEY NEVER TREAT ME LIKE THEIR OWN CHILD......I DON'T KNOW THE REASON.....BUT MAY BE I DID SOMETHING WRONG TO THEM....MAY BE THAT WAS THE REASON FOR THEIR THIS TYPE OF BEHAVIOUR TOWARDS ME.......
EVEN THE STUDENTS OF MY CLASS WERE NEVER TALKED TO ME....THEY WERE NEVER PLAYED WITH ME.....THEY WERE NEVER EVEN WANT TO SHARE A SIT WITH ME...... THEY TREAT ME LIKE A POOR BEGGER......I DON'T KNOW THE REASON OF THEIR BEHAVIOUR.....MAY BE I ALSO DID SOMETHING WRONG TO THEM WITHOUT KNOWING IT.....

IN MY MIND, MY INNER VOICE ALWAYS SHOUTS THAT, PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME. I DON'T WANT TO BE ALONE. I WANT SOMEONE TO BE BY MY SIDE. I AM DEPRESSED, PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME.....

BUT KNOW I DON'T CARE.....

I HAVE MY SELF AND THAT IS ENOUGH FOR ME.....I DON'T WANT TO DEPEND ON OTHERS
FOR MY HAPPINESS..... KNOW I DON'T CARE, IF SOMEONE LEAVE ME OR NOT......

BUT KNOW I ONLY CARES ABOUT ONE PERSON.....

AND THAT IS MY BELOVED.....NOW HE IS THE ONLY ONE PERSON, I DON'T WANT TO LOOSE...HE IS THE REASON OF MY MEANINGLESS LIFE..... I WILL RATHER DIE THEN LEAVE HIM..... I WILL NEVER LET HIM LEAVE ME......HE IS THE SOUL OF MY MORTAL BODY.... WITHOUT HIM MY BODY WILL BE LIFELESS......

ITS MY ONLY WISH THAT HE WILL NEVER LEAVE ME.....


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