dear god…(7*)

Dear God,

Tonight my light (your light), my sparkle (your sparkle), my energy (your energy) returned!

I feel a thousand times better, and I am so grateful to feel you flow through me again. I can breathe deeper. My mind is clear. My joy is back. I feel like me again.

And of course, I again see with absolute clarity the cost of spending time with people who don’t have my highest good in mind—people who attack and try to chip away at my confidence in every way, from every angle. I choose again to walk away, because I will never again sacrifice all the work I have done for such demons.

I will wait as long as it takes. I will wait for you to send me the rest of my soul family. I will wait for you to send me my divine partner. And until then I will maintain strong boundaries. My energy hygiene will take top priority again.

This is about more than just me now. This is about guardianship of my highest timeline. I know that all my dreams can only come to me through you, and that requires my field staying clear. The purity of my energy is sacred. I see this now. I deeply know this now. I promise to do better to protect it.

Thank you for granting me grace and forgiveness over and over again as I make mistakes like this. And thank you for so patiently waiting for me to grow into this understanding. Thank you for forcing me to be still, and keeping me in comfort and safety as I evolved. Thank you for all of your help and all of your guidance over the years.

You have taught me about true love, patience, peace, and forgiveness. You have made me infinitely better because of your love.

I feel like dancing—not from restlessness— but from joy. True joy. Flow. Alignment. I never, ever want to lose this feeling again.

So much love,

Kayleigh