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Love Hurts...

Sometimes the person you love the most turns out to be the person who never loved you enough to deserve you. Faking love hurts more than the bitter truth... There is always this one person who comes in your life to save you from the past even when you promise yourself that you wont let anyone in. They make you change your mind to let them in. I have been hurt by many. People who were once my everything, turned out be my nothing now. I have one of the most horrible experiences in life regarding love. I once made a grave mistake giving up on someone who I did love but who loved me truly more than others. I gave up on him for someone else later who turned out to be an asshole. I never stopped loving that one person on who I gave up just for distance. I might have loved others more but still he was always there in my heart. After dating 2 other guys after him, made me realise how much of a fool I was. I regret breaking up with him so much. I wish things hadn't turned out like it did. I still want him to know how much I regret it but it seems as if he doesn't want anything to do with me even tho he says things at times which sounds like he wants me back. I wish thing go back to how it was. I was a fool to say yes to someone else who turned out to be the biggest asshole. This is for all the guys out there, not everything is about sex and not every relationships depend on sex. Sex isn't everything. Love still exists and never ignore the efforts of someone who wants love and care, not sex. Loving someone who doesn't love you back hurts more than anything. Hate turns into love and love turns into hate. I have been through this enough to know who really loved me. I regret so many choices I made in life but all I ever wanted was someone who would love me unconditionally and care about me and not be all about sex. I have cried myself to sleep for the people I have loved who didn't bother thinking about me for a second. Girls out there who have done this and have gone through this, trust me people say its not worth it and its true. its not worth it to cry for someone who doesn't give a damn about you. But we are girls and thats how much these things hurt us. I was always inspired by people who write about their experiences in life about love so thats what made me want to share a part of my life and my love life...