What does a good sex look like?
Most of the world's tragedies are caused by mismatches between desires and abilities. I was at the chanel counter the other day when I suddenly remembered this. Three years ago, when I was a freshman, I was a poor ghost, monthly pocket money on a thin small stack, 1000 pieces. When I was shopping with My classmate Li, she opened her wallet and bought a small shirt with a thick stack of about 1,000 yuan. Buy after she suddenly said, ah, my perfume sprays over, you accompany me to see, pull ME to chanel. I flipped the price tag, 1085, and a chill came over me as she was discussing the perfume's durability. This student, Li, claimed to be from the same town as me, but at the moment I feel very strange to her. In two hours, she cost me two months 'living expenses. She wasn't like this before. Not long after the term began, when we went to the music festival together, the hotels we booked were all private hotels that were too cheap to be cheaper. There was no sound insulation. When it arrived at three o 'clock in the morning, the noise of freight cars would creep in. Li's insomnia, although wearing a treasure bought ten dollars to help sleep eye mask. In her sleep, I heard her complain that she didn't want to live in this shitty place anymore, ever again. She got her wish. Somewhere along the way, her circle of friends became a high-end hotel booth. Sheraton, Hilton and Marriott are all suites with a full floor mirror. She likes to squat in front of the floor mirror and post selfies on weibo, where ordinary people like her all the way. After all, she is beautiful. She would slip into a black Tesla every Friday afternoon, at about four o 'clock, after her elective classes were over, on squeaky heels. A middle-aged man with a wrinkled face and a slight bulge in his stomach, and a limp step, opened the passenger door for her. I didn't know she was kept. Li said that she also had several romantic relationships in high school, and that boys are too naive, so now they only love you. She probably knew that I was curious about her sudden wealth, so she took the initiative to tell me that she was in love with the uncle, who was willing to spend money on her. At that time I was young ah, I did not understand, money color trading for a world outlook has not built a solid girl, it is a hoarse tsunami. How could she face the fact that she was selling her dignity in exchange for money? Or she could only deceive herself: I was not kept, but in love, and it was perfectly normal for a boyfriend to spend money on his girlfriend. As a person receiving higher education, she should have been full of self-consistent world view, can only be in front of money, tailoring. When Li was a junior, her grades were so bad that the counselor called in her parents. It was the first time I saw her mother, in her linen shirt, travel-stained, with her small town accent cut by a knife, sharp and sharp. Her mother, who doesn't speak Mandarin, scolds her in the office in a dialect none of us can understand. She bent her head so low as if the words of criticism were so high above her head that they did not touch her. She doesn't listen to criticism. She couldn't tell her mother where her beautiful clothes, shoes and bags came from, and her circle of friends had always shielded her mother. She was too ashamed to face her relatives. She also can't turn around, drill back to January 1000 living expenses, clear soup few water days, when you are used to buy five thousand dollars of bags, will despise five hundred dollars, think they ugly rough, unbearable. Once the hole of material desire is cut, it can only be fed with more and more expensive baby, to plug it. When I was a senior in college, my monthly remuneration was already in five figures, and my friendship with Li had faded away. Only one night, she banged on my dorm door and after a few greetings said, Dali, I'll lend you five thousand. It's urgent. She said she was ill, but what, she kept quiet. I didn't lend it to her after all. Her friend analyzed that she either had a hidden illness or... I want to buy a bag. At that time, I heard that she was borrowing money everywhere, making up all kinds of reasons. One of her classmates lent her three thousand yuan, which was not paid back by the agreed period. Her reputation in the grade, gradually fell to rock bottom. At the moment of graduation, those who continue to study have applied for offers, and those who have not found a job have asked for introductions. But Li did not, because she knew no one would introduce her. She has been in the circle of friends in the sun all over the big brands, played out the luxury, she forgot that she is just a cash-strapped college students, she forgot which day gold owners with tired of her, all contact all shield, card stopped, warning her not to bother, she is a little way. She was not even qualified to denounce his "unfaithfulness". Originally is a small third, originally ran other people's money to go, where have the face to talk sincerely. She was only twenty years old, and her life was full of possibilities, but she had already closed her eyes and jumped into the muddy and fetid scene, and this wise decision had blocked most of the way back for her. 04 why write this article, because I saw such a message in the background two days ago. A little girl asked me: Energetically, the boss of a small company wants to keep me and give me 20,000 yuan per month... I know it's wrong, but I'm poor, and I want to buy all the things I want in a few months, and then I'll never talk to him again, and I'll be clean, and that's it? It was just a few months, and then I kept my nose clean. Mad at me... Silly girl, being kept is a road without turning back, 20 years old by selling the body to buy back a Gucci, from now on you don't want to carry Zara back H&M, your economic source is likely to be cut off at any time, but you have been bolting open appetite, entangle around vanity, is cut constantly. Most of the world's tragedies are caused by the misalignment of desires and abilities. Want to have diamond diamond first, say again don't pull porcelain live problem. Otherwise, with empty sleeves, you can only bemoan your inflated goals in life. There's nothing wrong with being an ordinary person. You can't afford to recite big brands at the age of 20, but you can certainly afford to work hard until you're 30. One can not live too fast, too greedy, can not expect a shortcut to heaven, because all the shortcut on the surface, behind must be double the price. The most afraid of you are not able to satisfy the desire of the age, through cheating, reach a little sky, feel light, you can lie forever on the cloud. No, you can't stand firm on this day. You could fall back to the hard ground and be broken to pieces. Then it will be too late to cry.
