My Happily Never After Part 2
Wow is what I'm thinking now and how could he say this out of all we've gone through. "I make more than you now" how does this even matter if we are a couple, a team. Does he even truly love me now? I was worried so I began to pay close attention to what was going on at this point as i knew something was wrong. I just couldn't place my fingers on it. All efforts of me trying to talk to him about our obvious issues were starting to fail. He began to stay out late after his 3 AM shifts had ended drinking with the members of a biker club leaving me to care our babies all alone. Date nights were far and few between and the I love yous as well. I endured the countless snickers and devious smiles of strange staring females when we took the kids to his corporate holiday events. I often felt embarrassed at what they might be saying or what they might have done with him (my husband) that I didn't know about and so desperately needed to know for my own physical and personal safety. But there I was, a christian mother, told to stick it out and this is what good wives do to keep their family's together. Sweep it under the rug, let a man be a man and take care of my wifely duties and go pray about it.
