Sierra Paige

The Entire Time

It has always been so natural, so easy to misconstrue the meaning of life, and the value of being alive. There is so much that I have not learned, but came to terms with, in the miniscule amount of time that I have been here. The blinders that many people subconsciously wear come from places of fear, pain, inexperience, and most of all, ignorance. Most people come with blind spots, like the inability to only see the good or bad at certains moments, but it is most important to accept that they are a package deal. On the outside I am a charismatic, goofy and perhaps, even a seemingly innocent, young woman. To most people, even the people that know me best, this is how I am perceived. This is how I prefer to be perceived, it always has been. Most even find me to be presumptuously inexperienced and sheltered, but you see, this is because the human eye is one of the most deceivable things on earth. I have always known that I can put out whichever image I choose for people to see; how I act and what I look like has always been effortlessly malleable. There are very few people in this lifetime, if any, that I have allowed to see me for who, and what, I really am. I don’t believe that most people deserve to know the real me, nor would they want to.