Siam Talukder
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The Email I Should've Sent A Year Ago
I had no idea I'd be writing this. Now not. Not always in the end. However, there are times when silence becomes more burdensome than words, and speaking, even when it is too late, is the only way to lighten the load. Over a year has passed since our last conversation. It's amusing how time progresses but leaves some things behind. like shame. like recollections like the phrases that I never used. The last time we were together, I can recall. You were trying not to cry while cross-legged in front of the coffee shop window. I acted like I didn't notice. My words were calculated, and my voice remained cold. At least that's what I told myself. I was protecting myself. In reality, I was only afraid. fearful of making a mistake. fearful of being vulnerable. apprehensive that revealing my errors would make me seem insignificant to you. However, I wasn't perfect for you. You required sincerity. I needed to be there for you, not with arguments or pride, but with presence. You needed that. I also did not. So, the email I ought to have sent a year ago is here: I apologize. I apologize for speaking up when you needed comfort. I sincerely apologize for making you feel like your emotions were excessive. I apologise for acting as though I knew everything when in reality I was just afraid to face myself. You were correct. You were correct about my tendency to avoid actual conversations. When you said that I only listened to respond, not comprehend, you were correct. Additionally, you were absolutely correct when you stated that I was unable to express my regret without providing an explanation. But there are no justifications this time. only the truth You gave someone so much of yourself—your time, your energy, and your heart—that they couldn't even properly express their gratitude. And when things went wrong, I quietly convinced myself that I had been hurt and let you take the blame. Perhaps I was. However, that did not grant me permission to hurt you back. I miss your chuckle. the manner in which you used to check in on me even when you were worn out. The fact that you valued me more than I valued myself. I treated you like a battlefield because you were my safe haven. I often wonder what would have transpired if I had simply stated, "I was wrong." Would our friendship continue? Would we still be healthy? I'm not sure. And I guess I will never. However, I am not writing for a response. Even though it is late, I am writing this because you deserve to hear it. even if we do not speak again. More than just a moment, you were. Not just a lesson. I'm sorry I didn't see it sooner; you were love in motion. I hope all is well with you. I hope you are surrounded by people who are present, attentive, and caring in the same way I should have been. I hope you have found peace, the kind where you can breathe freely without making excuses. I still have a lot to learn. Continually making an effort to be the kind of person who apologizes without ego. Still attempting to be more gentle, considerate, and present. That is what your absence taught me. Additionally, I am grateful for that lesson. I wouldn't try to win the argument if I could go back. I would say, "I hear you," while holding your hand. I'm present. Also, I'm sorry." But because I can't go back, I'll say it now, with the same sincerity I couldn't find back then: I apologize. I wish you every conceivable happiness. Always.
By Siam Talukder 9 months ago in Confessions
CANADA ELECTION 2025
**Canada Election 2025: Liberal Party Wins Federal Election Under Mark Carney** In a dramatic and closely watched election, the Liberal Party of Canada has secured victory in the 2025 federal election, marking a significant political comeback under the leadership of former Bank of Canada and Bank of England governor Mark Carney. The party did not win a clear majority, but it did win the most seats and will continue to hold power for the fourth time in a row. ### Liberal Victory and Seat Distribution According to the latest results, the Liberal Party won **168 seats** in the House of Commons, falling just four seats short of the **172 required for a majority**. The Liberals are now in a strong position to form a minority government with the support of smaller parties like the Bloc Québécois or the New Democratic Party (NDP) in order to pass legislation. Mark Carney, who succeeded Justin Trudeau as party leader in 2024, has been credited with reviving the Liberal brand, focusing his campaign on economic recovery, social equity, climate action, and a firm stance on foreign policy—especially concerning recent trade tensions with the United States. ### A Campaign Shaped by International Tensions One of the defining features of this election was the surge in nationalist sentiment triggered by increasing friction with the United States. President Donald Trump’s return to power in 2024 brought with it a wave of aggressive protectionist policies, including tariffs on key Canadian exports such as aluminum, lumber, and dairy products. Trump also made inflammatory remarks suggesting territorial ambitions over Canadian Arctic territories, further alarming Canadians. Carney capitalized on this sentiment, presenting himself as a steady, experienced figure who could stand up to American pressure and protect Canada’s sovereignty. His background in international finance and central banking gave him credibility, and he used it to craft a campaign narrative that emphasized stability, competence, and national pride. ### Conservative Setback and Leadership Loss In contrast, the Conservative Party, led by **Pierre Poilievre**, failed to capitalize on discontent over inflation and cost-of-living issues. The party won fewer seats than expected, and Poilievre lost his own seat in **Carleton, Ontario**, to Liberal candidate Bruce Fanjoy. His defeat marks a turning point for the Conservative Party, which will likely face internal calls for new leadership and a strategic reset. Analysts say Poilievre’s aggressive tone and anti-government messaging failed to resonate with moderate voters who were more concerned with unity and diplomacy during a time of international tension. ### NDP Collapse and Singh’s Resignation The **New Democratic Party (NDP)**, led by **Jagmeet Singh**, suffered major losses across the country. Singh, who had served as leader since 2017, announced his resignation shortly after the results were confirmed. The party’s decline has been attributed to strategic voting by progressives who rallied behind the Liberals to block a Conservative government, as well as dissatisfaction with the NDP’s messaging on economic and foreign policy issues. ### Roles of the Green Party and the Bloc Québécois The **Bloc Québécois** maintained its stronghold in Quebec, gaining a few additional seats but remaining largely regional in influence. The **Green Party** made modest gains, emphasizing climate policy and sustainability, but continues to hold only a small presence in Parliament. ### International Reactions and Future Implications World leaders quickly responded to the news of Carney’s victory. French President Emmanuel Macron, UK Prime Minister Keir Starmer, and Ukrainian President Volodymyr Zelenskyy were among the first to congratulate Carney, expressing confidence in continued cooperation with Canada on global challenges such as climate change, economic development, and democratic governance. Carney, in his victory speech, struck a defiant yet hopeful tone: “Canada has spoken clearly. Progress, fairness, and sovereignty are our priorities. We will not be intimidated by threats or tariffs. We will move forward with confidence.” The Liberal leader emphasized unity, vowing to work with all parties to serve the national interest. He also reiterated key promises: a national housing strategy, further expansion of green energy investments, healthcare reforms, and bolstering Canada’s international standing. ### Next Steps The days ahead will see the formation of a new cabinet, and potentially coalition or confidence-and-supply negotiations with other parties to secure legislative support. Political observers suggest the Liberals may seek a formal or informal alliance with the NDP or Bloc to maintain stability in Parliament. Mark Carney’s success in this election may reshape Canadian politics for years to come. He takes office at a time of global uncertainty and high domestic expectations because of his technocratic background and firm public image.
By Siam Talukder 9 months ago in Journal
