shakyra larkins

"why is you depressed when you is a child"

This is my first story so bear with me.... I relate to this picture so much and i will tell you why. When i was in 5th grade i was feeling sad and disconnect in the world at that time i didn't know what it was called but, when i grow up more i was still feeling this way and i still don't know why because, in everyone eyes i had everything and it looked like i was happy, But i wasn't at all i was just hiding it so well from the world until my 8/9th grade year. During, Covid-19 when i was virtual going to 10th. That's when everything was falling apart my mental health was messed up and i couldn't take it anymore So, i told my mother which was a great and bad idea at the same time because, she was there for me more and she went told have of my family members.They tried to help me but it didn't last long i fell more into depression and i was diagnosis with anxiety. But that wasn't the worst part in February of last year i was diagnosis with type 2 diabetes when i am already a sickel cell patient. I cried for two days because, i don't eat candy i never liked candy at all so it was a shocked to me and i am also overweight. Which i am working on to lose weight.