Distance Between Friends
I silenced notifications and stopped responding to “goodnight” texts. I didn’t go out or invite friends to my house. I did everything I could to put distance between us and it worked. It worked. This is what I wanted. So why does it feel so bad? Why when I think of friends do I get unbearably sad and yearn for simpler times? I thought I was supposed to feel that nice uncaring and bitter type of happiness that one feels when you have no friends and simply don’t care. You’re having fun with just me, myself, and I.
