Sanjiv Krishna Vetrrivel

My own 9-11. Content Warning.

Yeah, this is my personal 9-11. As the Earth slowly approaches its apogee for the four billionth time, my life seems as uncertain as Schroedinger's cat in the box. This uncertainty, ideally, is a part of everyone's life, and most deal with it with their left hand. But I seem to have zero ability to do so as I advance in age. I was perfectly alright as a child. I didn't have anxieties nor did I care so much about my future to the point where I broke down and could not function normally. In fact, it was the opposite; I seemed to have infinite confidence in my abilities. In a way one could say I was flowing, as beautiful as a waterfall not yet discovered or tainted by human activity. I really do wish it remained that way.