Robin Kochanowska
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Sarcasm makes my life easier. Actively searching for answers. Hope writing will help. Enjoy your reading :)
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Illusion
We are living in a time of pretended freedom where we all think we have a free will but at the same time everyone keeps telling us how to live. Always start with a question “why”? Why we are surrounded by people who are telling us how to live? Why we have thousands of coaches, personal trainers, motivational speakers, mentors and enlightened influencers on social media who influence our decisions and have a huge impact on our life and feelings. Why we stopped to make own decisions and we do not want to make our own mistakes and learn from them? Why it is so easy for us to believe that someone we see on internet know better, experienced more and is a right person to advise us how to live? Why these days we are more likely to ignore, accuse and disrespect the closest one and at the same time admire, idealize and trust stranger from internet? What happened with humanity? What happened with us? Why we lost our values?
By Robin Kochanowska2 years ago in Poets
Betrayal
Every relationship in your life carries the risk of betrayal. Who can betray us? Until recently, I thought that only my partner could give me the feeling of betrayal. Recent years have shown me that this feeling can be caused by anyone close to your heart. Mom, dad, brother, grandparents, friends and partner can betray. I suffered all these betrayals, and I still suffer them despite my overcautiousness and paranoia. I'm freaking out, I'm losing my mind, I don't trust, I'm cautious and I am not naive anymore, and yet I'm still betrayed. I'm trying to break this vicious circle of disappointments, but I can't. I am working on myself, working on methods of communication, trying to calm my nerves and emotions. I spend hours thinking and mentally preparing myself as much as I can for various situations. I am trying to look from different perspectives. As now writing still nothing has changed, it's getting worse and worse. I don't think I've ever lacked a shoulder to lean on and feeling of appreciation as much as I do now. I feel so damn lonely and hopeless that something good is waiting for me. I have a terrible problem with trust, and every attempt to trust and telling myself that it will be fine and someone has good intentions ends with a knife in my back again. I'm out of ideas. I don't have the strength anymore. From a person who does not run away from problems and solves them on a regular basis, I want to turn into a butterfly that will fly away and leave everything behind. I've lost my identity or never really had one...
By Robin Kochanowska2 years ago in Poets
