Nurgul Najaf
Bio
I'm not here to say what everyone says.
I write what people feel but rarely admit.
A mind that questions, a soul that observes — welcome to my chaos.
Stories (5)
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When the Whole World Feels Like It's Against You
Home doesn't feel like home anymore. Conversations with family turn into battles. The people I thought would never leave now feel like strangers. Even my friends, the ones who once saw my soul, seem to avoid my eyes. I keep wondering: Is it me? Am I the reason they’re pulling away?And then comes the most painful part — when someone says, “Everyone goes through this,” or “You’re not the only one.” Maybe they mean well. But those words don’t comfort me. They silence me. Because I don’t want my pain to be compared or minimized. I want it to be seen. I want someone to say, “Yes, this hurts — and I’m here with you.”So if you’re like me — feeling like you're shouting into a void, like your soul is bruised and tired — I want you to know something:What you feel is real. It is valid. And you are not weak for feeling it.
By Nurgul Najaf8 months ago in Humans
Failure or Comeback to Prime
Sometimes, life simply falls silent inside you. Time stops. Sounds fade. Even your breath softens. And in that very moment, you feel like a failure. But failure isn't just about something not working out. It’s not the missed job, the broken dream, or the closed door. Failure is deeper—it's when your soul can’t find where it belongs.
By Nurgul Najaf9 months ago in Humans
We Didn’t Lose the Magic — We Just Forgot How to Feel It
There was a time when life didn’t need a reason to feel beautiful. As children, we didn’t measure days by responsibilities or to-do lists. We didn't worry about time running out or money running low. We simply woke up, played, laughed, dreamed, and loved – all in the same breath. The air felt lighter. Every little thing was a wonder. A puddle could become an ocean. A cardboard box could be a spaceship. Our imaginations were wild and free, untouched by expectations.
By Nurgul Najaf9 months ago in Humans
The Fear That Wakes With Me
Every time the alarm rings, I feel a certain resistance. The comfort of sleep calls me back, pulling me into a peaceful void where nothing is expected of me. But, deep within, there’s this nagging sense that I cannot ignore. It’s as if my mind is already calculating the day ahead, ticking off all the things I haven’t accomplished.
By Nurgul Najaf9 months ago in Motivation
"Karma: The Mysterious Balance System of the Universe"
Karma, a concept deeply ingrained in both Eastern and Western philosophies, offers a lens through which we perceive the interconnectedness of actions and consequences in the universe. Originating from ancient Indian scriptures and later adopted by various spiritual traditions, karma embodies the idea that our deeds, whether good or bad, reverberate through time, shaping our present and future experiences. While interpretations may vary across cultures, the essence of karma remains universal: the principle of cause and effect operating at both individual and cosmic levels.
By Nurgul Najaf2 years ago in Psyche
