Nicoletta Morris

It's just me

Well, hello! My name is Nikki. I'm almost 36 years old. I'm a mom to a 12 year old boy who is nonverbal on the ASD spectrum. I have a lot of medical issues that i deal with every day, as well as mental health issues i battle and struggle with along the road. I'm just a chick with a lot of issues, who is trying to make my life a little better and maybe give someone something to read that they like. I have always wanted to be a writer, since I was a kid. I always read at a higher grade level than the kids in my class, so yeah I didn't have a lot of friends growing up. My mother (aka incubator) wasn't around from the time I was about 4 until I was 14 years old. She had my younger siblings, but my dad had custody of me because she couldn't ( or wouldn't) take care of my disease. I am a type 1 diabetic, what some doctors call a "brittle diabetic" because the smallest thing throws my blood sugars all over the place. I was raised by my dad, my nana, my poppy, two of my aunts and my three uncles. I am also the only one out of my three siblings to never have any problems with the police or be arrested...So, I got that going for me! lol. I'm actually kinda close to my sister, I used to be super close to my brother but...life happens. Wow...I'm getting stuck on what to write here... I'm not sure what anyone would want to know, or if this is even interesting in any way,shape or form. My life has always been a roller coaster. There's so many up, downs and twists it would put the Superman at Six Flags to shame. Never mind the repeated drops! The way my life has been, one would expect me to be crazy, I mean, I kinda am but yeah...Because of the way I was raised, because of the way my life went growing up and right up until I had my son; it made me stronger than I could ever have been otherwise. I think the stories I write here will be about different events in my life. Different things that have happened, as well as a few updates on some stories, depending on what that story was about.... I'm not sure if people can message on this site, but if you can, PLEASE, message me and let me know what you think of that idea... I'm here to get this stuff out and in the open once and for all. I have A LOT in my head and on my mind to write about. I just don't know what to write, if that makes any sense what so ever. I can give an example right now of things that get to me all the time, but I generally keep my mouth shut about. I just looked on my Facebook, and my biological mother posted a meme about how everyone knows at least one shit talker or one person who speaks fluent shit... I reallllly want to write a comment on it and say "Oh...like you?" but I won't because I don't have the energy to even start that fight with her or her minions.This is the same shit posted by the same woman who caused me to go into labor with my son almost 2 months early over a comment made about my son's father. The same woman who completely took over MY wedding and ruined it. The same woman who doesn't even know her grandson, but constantly posts comments about how much she loves him. Also, the same woman who fucked up raising her own 4 kids because guys and drugs were more important, and is now raising my niece and nephew because my sister has mental and medical issues. This woman has a huge messiah complex, but the problem is she has way too many skeletons in her closet and secrets from her past that too many people know, her family included. But, like I said, if you guys want to hear the stories, let me know please. Hope anyone reading has a great night. See ya next time