Nicki Stephens

Procrastination Station

This is me, a procrastinator. The person that will go onto every stupid website and scroll the entire thing just to put off a task. The person that will do half of a task then hate myself later for having so little left to do. All I want right now is a cigarette but I'm suppose to have quit. I'm mad at myself for that too. School. I dream of it daily. DAILY. I went for a year, LOVED IT, failed. Didn't bother continuing. I tell myself every day its never too late but guess what! The more I say it the less time I have. In reality I still have all the time in the world. I've gone to school with people that have children and that are married... it's literally never too late. But I need that career because I feel like a failure at life because I'm literally just a canteen manager. I still don't even know what I want to be when I grow up. I'm 25! 25!There's no going back, only forward.