Lauren Green

The Remedy

April 4th, 2015 I don’t know what happened! One second I was walking, the next I’m here...wherever here is. I was deep in thought. I wasn’t paying attention. I tried going back the way I came, but I couldn’t find the trail. I tried every direction. I panicked, and screamed for help. Only my echo came back. That was this morning. I don’t know what else to do. I’m only writing now because I’ve been trained to write down all my stupid feelings. And, at this moment I’m having a lot of them. For one, I’m a massive idiot. I’ve felt that for some time, but this is unbearable. I hate myself for being so stupid! I’m terrified and lost. I think I might be having an anxiety attack. I can’t catch my breath, everything is hazy. What do I do?