Kaoutaea

Joined May 2022

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Translating my thoughts into words, lines, paragraphs and endless pages. 📜

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A step behind of the actual world - 1
I'm usually a person who looks for signs and senses on the path... I don't always know what I am doing, but I do my best to make sure that I'm doing the right thing. Sometimes I fail, does this make me a failure?
By Kaoutaea3 years ago in Confessions
Surrounded by idiots - Book
This book made me realize just how no colour, system or individual is perfect. Those 4 colours define 4 different personalities and each colour has its strengths and weaknesses.
By Kaoutaea3 years ago in FYI
Writing Therapy
When I was a child, I was the kind of kid that had a diary. My parents always bought me an extra book (or decorated agenda book) so that I can free my imagination and practice writing. I've always been good at writing (I make mistakes but overall people can understand my ideas easily - at least that's what they say). I took up the habit of writing about literally ANYTHING that crosses my mind. Believe it or not, I was writing poetry based fully on the way I saw things around me. I remember reading it in front of some of my classmates back then and they went like : " There's no way you could have written this by yourself. It's impossible. Who helped you? Where did you get that? ". In the beginning, I was trying hardly to explain that it was my poetry and no one helped. I just needed to be on that fantastic mood and move the pencil. However, I noticed that proving myself is pointless, I was just waisting my time. They wouldn't believe anyway so I stopped showing them and I kept my writings in my diary at home for me.
By Kaoutaea4 years ago in Journal
I will never ever ...
" I'll appreciate you more, if you just uncover your hair " , " No, I'm interested. I'm just wondering if you could stop wearing large pants ", " I'll consider it if you stopped talking to that guy ", " I don't think you'll pass that course if you don't don't beg Mr.X . You didn't do well and you deserve a second chance, don't let your ego get in the way! ", " You want more, you've got to show more baby! ", " If you want to be attractive, you'll have to show your curves. Otherwise, you remain unnoticed. "
By Kaoutaea4 years ago in Confessions
Disease of being perfect
Look at her! She's skinny. She's got a great teeth, firm chest, long legs. Her eyes are blue like the sky and her face is clean of any acnes or scars. She's blond and when she smiles her dimples appear making her face cute. Her fingers are aligned and her nails are perfectly done and healthy. Whenever she's around, everybody stares at her. Anything she wears suit her because she has the perfect body. When she speaks, people listen. Everything she does is remarkable and unavoidable. You can keep watching her for hours, there's nothing that you would change...
By Kaoutaea4 years ago in Viva
Infinite fears
I, like everyone else in the world, have fears that keep me sometimes up at nights. Just like this night I guess... I've been told that fear is a part of living and that it is an emotion that has to be felt in a certain moments when I am dealing with situations that could be dangerous or harmful physically or psychologically and that it is a powerful but natural emotion that I have inside of me. We have inside of us.
By Kaoutaea4 years ago in Confessions